Thankful...completely

Dear God...I am thankful....completely thankful....just knowing You are holding me in Your arms each moment. Thank You! ♥~thl

Somehow, Some day, Somewhere...

"Somewhere" (from West Side Story)

"There's a place for us, somewhere a place for us. Peace and quiet and open air wait for us somewhere.

There's a time for us, some day a time for us, time together with time to spare, time to learn, time to care, some day!

Somewhere. We'll find a new way of living. We'll find a way of forgiving somewhere . . .

There's a place for us, a time and place for us. Hold my hand and we're halfway there. Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow, Some day, Somewhere!"

Music by Leonard Bernstein, lyrics by Stephen Sondheim.
© 1956, 1957 Amberson Holdings LLC and Stephen Sondheim.

Dear God~Some day...we will look back and recognize that the story You are writing in our lives was far greater than we ever imagined it could be. Somewhere...we will realize that You orchestrated each detail in our lives to bring us closer to You and Your plan. Somehow...we will see You face to face and realize that this earthly journey was just a very small portion of time compared with eternity in Your Presence. Thank You for knowing the somehows, some days and somewheres. This world isn't an easy place to live but I am so thankful that You hold my hand as You lead me Home. I can hardly wait to hug You...someday! ♥~thl

His Purpose

‎"If He allows it--somehow it has a place in the fulfillment in His purpose for me." (Beth Moore) Dear God~Thank You for the plan You have for our lives. So very often we do not know the hows, whys, whats or whens...but what a blessing to know Who is continually with us.. May I trust You in the sunshine & storms, mountain & valleys, summer & winter...knowing Your purpose always rises above my understanding. If You allow it in my life, I surrender it to Your divine plan! ♥~thl

The Choice to Heal...

‎"What will it take for you and I to decide, it’s worth it to seek healing?" (Beth Moore)

Dear God~Life is a gift but it often hurts...deeply. Pain may destroy us...or rebuild us. Instead of running away from it, may we run to You with it. For only in You is there purpose in pain, compassion in concerns & trust in our trials. May our journey always find joy because of You. ♥~thl

Suffering...

‎"Serenity in suffering is a stirring testimony. Anybody can preach a sermon on a mount surrounded by daisies. But only one with a gut full of faith can live a sermon on a mountain of pain."(~Max Lucado) Dear God~Oh, how I wish suffering was an option and not an opportunity. But in this world there will be troubles, heartaches, abandonment and pain. How we face it reflects what we truly believe. May my temporary suffering here strengthen my hope in You and eternity there. ♥~thl  "Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:  Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness, and being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death--even death on a cross!  Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the anem that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confesss that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father."  Philippians 2: 5>11

Make a difference...

“Among the things you can give and still keep are your word, a smile, and a grateful heart.” (Zig Ziglar) (11.6.26 > 11.28.12)

It never ceases to amaze me how much difference another person can make in our lives. We can go through a horrible day full of frustration and annoyances...and then one person says something encouraging that changes our entire perspective. Suddenly we feel like we went from beaten down to blessed abundantly.

Of course, we can enjoy a wonderful day with our spirits high, our activities flowing and a song in our hearts...and then someone criticizes us...and our day changes drastically.

I think it is safe to say that most of us truly want to make a difference for others. I know I have been incredibly blessed by those who saw potential, promise and positive qualities in me as a child, teen, young wife and mother. And their words, attitude, integrity and kindness made a huge difference in my life then...and now! They were and are, undoubtedly, God's precious instruments who influenced my life in ways I may never have gone had they not cared and taken the time to touch my heart for Him.
 

Yesterday, we learned of the passing of Zig Zigler. I never heard him speak. I never met him. But I have heard of him. My husband attended one of his live speaking engagements. I do know this. Mr. Zigler was motivational, encouraging and driven to make a difference in people's lives. He will certainly be long remembered for the difference he made for countless others.

What can I do to make a difference? No, I am not a Zig Zigler. But just as his quote said, if we share a word, smile and grateful heart with others, it will influence them...as well as our own lives! What a wonderful truth and challenge! Thanks, Mr. Zigler! Rest in peace. ♥~thl

He's watching...

‎"God has NEVER taken His eyes off of you." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~As a mother, I often observe my children...just to marvel at how dear, precious & special they are to me. Of course, I will protect, love, encourage & guide them as long as I live. But sometimes it is amazing to just watch them...breathing, living, laughing, loving & enjoying life. Yet I cannot imagine the depths of Your love as You continually watch Your children. Thank You, God, for never taking Your eyes off of us.♥~thl

Pressing on...

‎"The past you cannot change, but your response to your past you can." (-Max Lucado)

Dear God~The past is what it is. We cannot return to it, alter it or deny it. But we can accept it, learn from it, & give it to You. Only You can take broken lives & turn our yesterdays, today & tomorrows into something beautiful! ♥~thl 

"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.  Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have have taken hold of it.  But one thing I do:  Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3: 12>14, NIV)

He listens....

‎"Believe that God has heard you." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~In such a noisy world, it's very common to hear someone speak but not truly listen to what they are saying. Some folks are much more interested in talking than listening. But You truly hear us...our words, thoughts, hearts, struggles & all the secrets we hide deep within. What a comfort to know that You hear us & You genuinely care. May we listen more to You & to the hearts of others!♥~thl

Love and Loss...

"If some lives form a perfect circle, others take shape in ways we cannot always predict or understand. Loss has been a part of my journey, But it has also shown me what is precious, So has love for which I can only be grateful." (Nicholas Sparks "Message In A Bottle")

One of my favorite quotes has now become a very deep lesson I have learned well over time, especially recently. When we love, it sometimes hurts...greatly. It may even bring heartbreaking loss...repeatedly. Yet facing the darkened shadows of loss has made the light of love so much more obvious..and precious! Embracing who...and what are of most importance...reveals a much clearer perspective. It is my prayer that this ultimate lesson will be implemented into daily living.

Dear God~Thank You for Your love. More than anyone, You understand love...and loss. May we cling to You, Your amazing love, Your eternal hope and Your abundant grace and mercy as we continue this precious journey of life. ♥~thl

Adversity to advancement...

"Adversity is not simply a tool. It is God's most effective tool for the advancement of our spiritual lives. The circumstances and events that we see as setbacks are often times the very things that launch us into periods of intense spiritual growth. Once we begin to understand this, and accept it as a spiritual fact of life, adversity becomes easier to bear." (Charles Stanley)

 

Dear God~Sometimes ...we simply do not understand so much of life. Yet when we trust You above all else, You hold us, heal us, teach us and give us strength to face whatever this journey holds. Ironically, this is when we often learn far more about You than whatever else we were trying to understand. Drawing closer to You makes the journey more meaningful...and peaceful..than ever before. Thank You...for only You can turn our moments of fear into lessons of faith. ♥~thl

His Answers...

"God Answers Every Prayer…If the request isn’t right, His answer is, "No." If the timing isn’t right, His answer is, "Slow." If you aren’t ready yet, His answer is, "Grow." When everything’s right and ready, His answer is, "Go!" (Schuller)

Dear God~Thank You for caring so much that You answer our prayers according to Your loving, perfect plan. May we trust You above all! ♥~thl

Let there be peace....

"Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me. Let there be peace on earth, the peace that was meant to be. With God as our Father, brothers all are we. Let me walk with my brother in perfect harmony.

Let peace begin with me. Let this be the moment now. With every step I take, let this be my solemn vow...to take each moment and live each moment, in peace eternally. Let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with me."

Not only is this song one of my favorite "Christmas songs," it is one of my top five favorite songs...ever. I truly believe that if we live our lives seeking peace in Him, peace with others and peace within ourselves, this world would be very different.

John 14: 27 says "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give unto you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."

Honestly, with all that has happened in our lives recently, it is very tough to not be troubled or afraid. But...I truly believe that when we surround ourselves with His love, purpose, peace and hope, it may not change the circumstances, but it changes us!

The Christmas season is here. It's a time of celebration...and sometimes frustration with all the demands and expectations. But...it is my personal goal to offer a time of praise and gratitude to God for the Prince of Peace...and to let peace begin with me...in every situation I face. Hopefully my peace in Him will help me share more peace here on Earth. May my life be more about peace and praise to Him above all else! ♥~thl

What's the point?

‎"The whole point is not that we never doubt or question God. It is that we walk it through & we find our God faithful!" (Beth Moore)

Dear God~I admit it. I have doubted, questioned & wondered why, how, what & when...lots! Thank You for never giving up on me & assuring me that all that matters is WHO I trust through it all. YOU are always there, holding me close to You! That makes all the difference in my journey! ♥~thl

Truth or.....

‎"We have to let Truth scream louder to our souls than the lies that have infected us." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~It's confusing. People who care walk away. People we trusted hurt us deeply. People "of faith" sometimes hurt us more than others.  We begin questioning what is true or not. But YOU are Truth. YOU never stop loving! What YOU say, YOU do. May we honor You by living & loving lives of TRUTH! ♥~thl

Falling leaves...

As I enjoyed looking at our beautiful "VT tree" in the front yard this week and swept leaves off the deck last night, I thought about the way those beautifully colored leaves fall now so that new leaves will appear next spring. Life is often like that. Sometimes we have to get rid of some things in order to grow in Him & accept new chapters in our lives. Each season has its beautiful purpose in His plan! ♥~thl

Even in the bad times...

"I'm going to choose to just trust You, Lord! That if my worst nightmare happened--You've got to have some purpose."(Beth Moore)

Dear God~Thank You for loving us so much that even in the worst of times, we know You are with us...and that You have it all in Your hands & in Your plan!♥~thl"

"We Shall Behold Him" ...Then and Now....

“We Shall Behold Him” by Dottie Rambo

“The sky shall unfold preparing His entrance. The stars shall applaud Him with thunders of praise. The sweet light in His eyes shall enhance those awaiting and we shall behold Him then face to face.

We shall behold Him. We shall behold Him face to face in all of His glory.
We shall behold Him. Yes we shall behold Him face to face, our Savior and Lord.

The angels will sound the shouts of His coming. The sleeping shall rise from their slumbering place. And those who remain shall be changed in a moment
And we shall behold Him, our Savior and Lord.

We shall behold Him.  We shall behold Him face to face in all of His glory. We shall behold Him. Yes, we shall behold Him face to face, our Savior and Lord.”

© 1980 John T. Benson Publishing

The year was 1980.  I was a sophomore at Kentucky Christian College (now KCU).  Sandi Patty’s new release, “We Shall Behold Him,” (written by Dottie Rambo), was just hitting the radio stations.  The response was incredible.  We couldn’t listen to that song without tears in our eyes, hearts homesick for Heaven and motivation to stay on this journey for our Lord. 

Amy was a very sweet, humble and talented student at KCC.  She had the voice of an angel and it was no secret that she had an incredible voice, much like that of Sandi Patty.  One day, Amy approached me and asked if I would be willing to play this new song for her in Chapel very soon.  The song was brand new. The album was not yet out for purchase and neither was the sheet music.  So Amy recorded it from the radio onto a cassette tape and we began meeting in the chapel piano practice room frequently for the next week or so. We listened and fine-tuned the chords, dynamics and melody repeatedly until it was just right. And then the morning of the Chapel service arrived.

As I listened to WKCC that same morning in the dorm, I almost cried as Matt, the DJ, introduced this very song over the airwaves across campus.  I thanked God for this opportunity and prayed that He would calm my fears, help me support Amy the best I could musically and prayerfully, and honor Him above all else as I played this incredible song for her.

The moment finally came when Amy stepped up on the platform as I sat at the piano.  Her soft, angelic voice began with pianissimo dynamics…to which a hush from the audience created a very reverend atmosphere.  As the song unfolded, Amy’s voice delivered each word clearly and the growing dynamics effectively and beautifully.  I continued to pray that God would use my simple skills to fully support her and the incredible message of this song.  From light treble chords and key changes to growing runs across the keys of the black, baby grand piano, I witnessed Jesus in Amy as she lifted her heart and voice to Him, as well as in the attentive and united response of those listening.  By the time Amy completed the song, the students, faculty and staff were on their feet lifting a standing ovation…to Amy…and to our precious God!  It was a moment I shall not forget!  Seeing that precious song Dottie Rambo had written, Sandi Patty had shared, Amy had just sung so incredibly lift the hearts a Spirit-honoring campus family was a tremendous example of the power of God’s handiwork!

November 17, 2012…a Saturday evening (and Sunday as well)…the daughter of that pianist thirty-two years ago…now stood on the LCC platform and began singing this very same song! As the LCC pianist played the initial, soft introductory chord, my heart jumped with joy and praise. Now our daughter, Rachel Victoria Lorenz, was singing “We Shall Behold Him” with all of her heart, her talents and her love for God!  Yes, tears once again filled my eyes for I was now seeing God’s love, handiwork and power fill the hearts and lives of others with hope, praise and adoration for Him…through the same song I had played over three decades earlier!  Wow! Before Rachel even sang the last word and note of the song, the LCC family was on their feet, in gratitude and praise…and the Spirit of the Living God once again surrounded the body of listeners!

Although “We Shall Behold Him” is a very special song to me now more than ever for obvious reasons, I am drawn to realize an even greater message.  God’s love and power never changes!  His grace, mercy and faithfulness remain true each moment of our lives, whether it was thirty-two years ago, last week or today.  If His hope, peace and love can touch lives that much through one song, I can’t help but wonder what He can do in and through our lives when we totally surrender to Him…daily!  May we behold Him each moment as we seek His plan, surround ourselves with His love and share Him with all those we meet on this journey.  May we behold Him...wholeheartedly…until we see Him face to face! ♥~thl      

A wish for you...A Blessed and Beautiful Thanksgiving

To each of you in my life, I thank God for you and the ways you have touched my heart on this journey. To those who are hurting, I wish you healing. To those who are lonely, I wish you assurance in knowing you are never alone. To those who have lost loved ones, I wish you comfort and hope. To those who are searching, I wish you His peace and direction. To those who are blessed abundantly, I wish you opportunities to share your joy. As we all continue this journey of life, I wish you the realization of His love and faithfulness. You are never alone and always loved. My thoughts, prayers and heart are with you as I thank God for you. Have a blessed and beautiful Thanksgiving! ♥~thl

Changing...

‎"Prayer may not change things for you, but it for sure changes you for things."(Borrowed)

Dear God~May I always remember that You are my Father and I am Your child. May I follow Your plan in this journey instead of asking You to follow mine. May I know that what I don't see or know...or understand, You already hold completely in Your hands! Pease mold me into the woman You want me to become for You & for all those You place in my path. I belong to You.♥~thl

God chose you...

“Just think, you are not here by chance, but by God's choosing you. His hand formed you. He made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else -- you are one of a kind. You lack nothing His grace can't give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation.” (Roy Lessin)

Dear God~Thank You for knowing the purpose for my life. May I trust You to accomplish within me what You created me to do.♥~thl

Hear the hurting...

Dear God~My heart aches deeply for others who hurt. There is an epidemic of hurting hearts, shattered souls & broken lives surrounding us. Yet, we often ignore, judge or "preach" at them instead of doing what is needed most...love them. 

Please God, forgive us for being too busy! May we listen, love & lead them to You.♥~thl

He Knows Our Names...

‎"He Knows My Name"

"I have a Maker. He formed my heart. Before even time began, my life was in His hands. He knows my name. He knows my every thought. He sees each tear that falls & hears me when I call. I have a Father. He calls me His own. He'll never leave me no matter where I go. He knows my name. He knows my every thought. He sees each tear that falls & hears me when I call." (Tommy Walker)

One of the sweetest songs ever written, this one assures us of God's love, kindness, awareness and faithfulness to each of His precious children.  It touches my heart so deeply to realize that He never forgets our names, our hearts, our purpose and His plan for our lives.  It is my prayer that we will serve Him continually, share His love daily and show others that He knows them...and loves them dearly. ♥~thl

No Nobodies...

"One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody." (Mother Teresa)

Dear God~My heart aches for so many precious souls who feel lost, alone, abandoned & worthless in this world. How tragic that many who claim to love You & serve You "don't have time" to reach out to those hurting souls. May we remember that You loved enough to give Your own Son! I pray everyone will soon learn that they are never alone & always loved!  For in Your eyes, there are truly no nobodies! ♥~thl

A Season...not a sentence

Today I thank God for this season! Recently Rachel and I were discussing life and I said to her, "This is a season, not a sentence!" The words weren't profound. I had never heard them spoken before. They seemed to encourage her and I didn't think much about it until later.

I admit I have often wondered what God's purpose is for this season in my life. Sometimes it actually feels like a "sentence" I must endure after all that has happened recently. But I now realize where those words came from the day I shared them with Rachel. I truly believe God was teaching and encouraging me with a new lesson, also.

I may not understand this season...but God does. I may not see its purpose...but God does. It may not be my favorite season..but God finds it useful so it is essential. God loves me enough to use this time for His glory...and that makes all the difference! I choose to rest in His arms, rely on His promises and realize that indeed, this is a season...not a sentence! Thank You, God, for every season that brings me closer to You. ♥~thl

"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven...." (Ecclesiastes 3: 1>8)

Dancing in the Rain...

Dear God~As the rain softly covers the ground, quenching the thirst of the dry sod and plants, I look to the Heavens and think of You. The showers of Your love bring hope for ours hearts, strength for our souls, joy on our journeys and light in our lives. Without rain, we will not grow. Without You, we will not find our way. Truly, I am learning to dance in the rain!♥~thl

In His Time...

‎"In His time, in His time, He makes all things beautiful in His time. Lord, my life to You I bring, May each song I have to sing, Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time."

Dear God~Thank You for Your time & how You bring everything together in Your perfect plan & purposes. You see what we can't. You know what we don't. You protect us and provide for us far more than we will ever realize. May we praise You in times of darkness & light. I trust You...and Your time! ♥~thl

A Pencil in His Hand...

"We are all pencils in the hand of God.” (Mother Teresa)

Dear God~Your story is written in our stories. Your love is shared through our love. Your plan for our lives is our greatest purpose. May I remain Your canvas...willingly, completely, lovingly...trusting You to write on my heart and through my life. ♥~thl

Gentleness...

‎"I choose gentleness... Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice may it be only in praise. If I clench my fist, may it be only in prayer. If I make a demand, may it be only of myself." (Max Lucado)

Dear God~Gentleness...it seems rare in this busy, loud and difficult world.  Yet it is needed so desperately.  I often long for gentleness in the challenges of the day, the harshness of this life and the countless concerns. 

Then I remember...You care.  You love.  You lead.  You understand.  You hold me in Your arms of gentleness and greatness.  May I not be so caught up in this world that I lose my focus on You.  May I remember the importance of gentleness to all those I meet.  May Your gentleness be reflected in our lives greatly...daily.♥~thl

Precious Lord ~ Precious Grandma...

‎"Precious Lord....take my hand. Lead me on, help me stand. I am tired. I am weak. I am worn. Through the storm, through the night, lead me on to the light. Take my hand, Precious Lord...lead me home..." (Thomas A. Dorsey)

Dear God~Eleven years ago today, my precious Grandma Genny went Home to be with You! I love her dearly.  I miss her daily.  And yet, I know she is in a place of no more pain, illness or struggles.  Ten months ago, my precious Uncle Jimmy went Home to be with You, too.  I know that Grandma Genny was there to hug her son with much love and excitement!  Knowing they are together there, along with so many other loved ones, gives me tremendous joy!

"Precious Lord" was one of the songs Grandma Genny loved so much.  I can hear her singing it to You while she lived here.  I can only imagine how wonderful it was for her to finally be in Your eternal Presence.  Through all her illness and struggles of life, her faith never weakened.  She held Your hand each moment.  Her love for You overflowed into her love for everyone she met.  It was evident she spent each day holding onto You...faithfully. I miss her laughter, our many talks, sharing secrets, our trips up and down the mountains and valleys of Virginia, her wonderful cooking and her love for music (she sang and played piano)!  Grandma was full of joy, kindness, hope, strength and peace...no matter what happened.  She continually held onto her Precious Lord! 

I have learned so much from her. When life is overwhelming & exhausting, please help me focus on You, Your plan & Your strength.  May I live my life as lovingly and faithfully as my precious Grandma Genny did. Her life was all about You!♥~thl 

(In Loving Memory of Virginia F. Paitsel ~ Born February 22, 2012 ~ Homegoing November 16, 2001) We love you, Grandma!  See you soon!  Hug Jesus, Uncle Jimmy and all our loved ones for me!  Remember the promise we made before you went Home!  I can hardly wait to see you!  ♥

Peace...

‎"Let there be peace on earth & let it begin with me." 

Dear God~Let there be love, hope, joy, faith & kindness on earth....& let it begin with me. Just maybe my simple life will make a difference for You!♥~thl

The Right Time...

"When the time was right, the sea parted, the walls fell down, the lions went hungry, the sun stood still, the star appeared, the waves were calmed, the stone was rolled away, the Lord ascended...and when the time is right, the King of Kings will return. God is never early and He's never late~He's always right on time and His plans for you are good." (Dayspring)

Dear God~Thank You for all You do, all You are and all You orchestrate in our lives at just the right time.  You know Your perfect plan.  We see such a small part of here and now.  May I trust You...completely...for You always know what is right...all the time. ♥~thl

God is Greater...

"Sometimes God allows you to experience a bigger-than-life Goliath in order to experience a bigger-than-Goliath God." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~Thank You for giving us hope, joy, peace and strength in this journey! Knowing You hold us in Your arms each moment assures us that we are never alone as we face the unknown!  Thank You for being Greater...than anything! ♥~thl

Silence...

I am thankful for silence. Sometimes precious moments are made in simple silence...such as listening to our babies breathe as we hold them in our arms, or our spouse sleeping silently beside us...or the kind silence of a friend as we pour our hearts out to them. I love the silence of the night as another day closes and prayer time with God is quietly shared. I learn so much in silence.

Thank You, God, for Your everlasting Presence in moments of silence. It is often then that I hear You speak most beautifully. ♥~thl

No comparison...

‎"A purpose-filled life is not a life whereby you measure what you have done compared to what someone else has done. A purpose-filled life is where you measure what you have done compared to what you were created to do." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~You created me & gave me life for a reason.  You also created every other life with purpose and value. Comparison distorts focus from Your plan onto our own insecurities and pride.  May we encourage one another to become what You designed us to be.  May our lives become completely, honorably and honorably Yours! ♥~thl

His Glory...

‎"The enemy’s plan is to take away God’s glory. God’s plan is to have as much of His glory shown through your life as is possible." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~May the trials of this life never cloud the triumph of Your love & purpose in our lives.  May my life glorify You and You alone! ♥~thl

His Faithfulness...

Thank You, God, for Your faithfulness. You hear my heart. You know my thoughts. You understand my tears. You love me...and You never walk away. Thank You for Your faithfulness which makes my life meaningful and hopeful. ♥~thl

"The Will of God"...

I saw this posted today and wanted to share it.  It is so powerful and encouraging!

 

 

"The will of God will never take you, Where the grace of God cannot keep you. Where the arms of God cannot support you, Where the riches of God cannot supply your needs, Where the power of God cannot endow you.

The will of God will never take you, Where the spirit of God cannot work through you, Where the wisdom of God cannot teach you, Where the army of God cannot protect you, Where the hands of God cannot mold you.

The will of God will never take you, Where the love of God cannot enfold you, Where the mercies of God cannot sustain you, Where the peace of God cannot calm your fears, Where the authority of God cannot overrule for you.

The will of God will never take you, Where the comfort of God cannot dry your tears, Where the Word of God cannot feed you, Where the miracles of God cannot be done for you, Where the omnipresence of God cannot find you."~ by Rebekah L. Nolt

Silent but not still....

"When God is silent, He is not still." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~Thank You for the assurance that even when we don't see Your hand or hear Your voice as quickly or obviously as we sometimes wish, You are working out Your plan for our lives. Just as winter sometimes seems long and quiet, the rebirth of spring also comes in Your perfect timing. May we trust Your silence & Your seasons in our lives.  You may be silent but You are not still! ♥~thl

Rest...

Thank You, God, for rest! It isn't something I do very easily...but I am learning it's necessary on many levels. May I learn to rest in Your arms more completely...trusting You for protection, provision and peace. Knowing You hold me each step of the way makes the journey possible and purposeful. I long to rest in Your Presence...forever.♥~thl

You Matter..

‎"Many people feel like they do not matter simply because they have not discovered how they matter. But God has a purpose for you." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~Thank You for the value, purpose, design and hope You have for each life! Living in this world sometimes causes us to question our worth. But living in Your love assures us that we always matter to You!♥~thl

Wound Care...

"Sometimes only a wounding can take us where God wants us to go." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~When the wounds are deep, You are there. When the wounds are many, You are there. When the wounds remind us that change is necessary, You are there. And when the wounds need healing, You are there. Thank You for renewing life, even...especially thru the wounds!♥~thl

In Gratitude...

"Gratitude lifts our eyes off the things we lack so we might see the blessings we possess." (Max Lucado)

Dear God~May we count our blessings in praise to You. May we lift our hearts in trusting You. May we live our lives in surrender to You!♥~thl

Love...Now!

May we love one another unconditionally, hug one another more frequently, say "I Love You" continually and cherish each breath of life immensely. This moment may be the only opportunity we have left to share love and life together. Never waste it.♥~thl

God's Refusals

"Let's never forget that some of God's greatest mercies are His refusals. Father, give us understanding in this, in Christ we pray. Amen" (Christian Associates -Twitter)

Dear God~Thank You for knowing what is best, what is good, what You will allow in our journey...and what You will not. May I trust You...completely.♥~thl"

Looking To Him...

"I Look To You" (Robert Kelly) 
 "As I lay me down, Heaven hear me now. I'm lost without a cause after giving it my all. Winter storms have come & darkened my sun. After all that I've been through, who on earth can I turn to?

About to lose my breath, there's no more fighting left; sinking to rise no more, searching for that open door. And every road that I've taken led to my regret. And I don't know if I'm gonna make it, nothing to do but lift my head.

My levee's have broken, my walls have come crumbling down on me. The rain is falling, defeat is calling. I need You to set me free. Take me far away from the battle. I need You, shine on me.

I look to You, I look to You. After all my strength is gone, in You I can be strong. I look to You, I look to You. And when melodies are gone,in You I hear a song, I look to You."

 

Dear God~I am often reminded that when I keep my focus on You, my entire perception changes. Following You means keeping my eyes on Your love, Your hope, Your peace, Your purpose and Your plan.  It's so simple yet I often become distracted by this world.  Thank You for helping me find my way back to You...and the light You bring.  May I continually...look to You. ♥~thl

Believing In or Believing Him?

‎"There’s a BIG difference between believing in God and believing Him." (Beth Moore)

 Dear God~It's easy to see Your beautiful creation, marvel at a newborn baby & read comforting Scriptures while we claim to believe in You. But it's not so easy to understand or endure the twists and turns of life, praise You in the storm or lean on You when life falls apart. Yet believing You love us, hold us, know what is best for us while trusting You completely requires total surrender. 

May I not just claim to believe in You. May I live believing & honoring You wholeheartedly.♥~thl

New Beginnings...

Today I thank God for new beginnings. Each day is a gift from Him to start over. Each moment is an opportunity to embrace His purpose, peace and plan. Each prayer we offer is a time to praise, converse, seek forgiveness and restore focus. Each breath provides reason to hope and trust. Each step takes us closer to Him. Thank You, God, for loving us and helping us to begin...again...in You. ♥~thl

'Tis So Sweet...To Trust Him...

"Dear God~When life is overwhelming, we trust You. When the pain is unbearable, silent & hidden, we trust You. When we don't know what to do, where to turn or how to find our way, we trust You. When there is nothing left to do but depend on You...we find the sweet blessing of joy, peace, hope & love....simply trusting You! Thank You.♥~thl"

Seeking Him...

As the weekend unfolds celebrating His life, death & resurrection.......and as our family seeks His plan for our lives....I am reminded of this prayer...  "Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love. Where there is injury, pardon. Where there is doubt, faith. Where there is despair, hope. Where there is darkness, light, and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console, to be understood, as to understand. To be loved, as to love. For it is in giving that we receive--it is in pardoning that we are pardoned. And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life." (A Prayer of Saint Francis of Assisi) ♥~thl (April 12, 2012)

Storms and Seasons...

‎"No matter what storm rages in your life today – no matter how fierce the winds or how high the waves may be – where you are is no surprise to God. Heaven is not in a panic." (Mary Southerland)

Dear God~Thank You for knowing where we are in this life, how we are doing, what we are thinking, why You allow it and when it will work out for Your glory and purpose. Honestly, I don't understand some of the storms and seasons in my life at all....but I completely trust that You do, which makes all the difference! ♥~thl

Hoping Until Heaven...

‎"What God can do for you will override anything that someone else has done to you." (Joyce Meyer)

Dear God~No matter what happens....You love us, renew us, redeem us, restore us, hold us and heal us! You never leave or forsake us. Thank You! We have a hope that never goes away! ♥~thl

God Knows My Name...

‎"Take heart. God knows your name." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~Thank You...for knowing our names, our journey, our hearts and our purpose. May we trust You to guide us according to Your ways when we have lost ours. ♥~thl

Friends...

I love my friends! I love the ones I don't see often but when we visit, we pick up where we were before as if time had stood still. I love the ones who may not know me as well but walk up, hug me and we share a special bond anyway. I love the ones who don't stay in touch very often but still care in their own way. I love the few who know me quite well...and love me anyway. I love the ones who know my secrets, my favorite things, my pet peeves and my heart as deeply as I will allow...and yet they don't walk away.

I love friends who are like family, family who are also friends and friends who make me laugh....and help me cry. I thank God for shining through each of my friends in dear and precious ways. I thank God for loving me most while knowing me best. May I always be thankful and loving to my special blessings.....called friends.♥~thl

His Work of Glory...

‎"But we've got to know in the depths of our hearts that God will take care of us, and He must be about a huge work of glory." (Beth Moore)

Dear God~What a blessing to know that when we don't understand, when our hearts are broken and when we don't see what's ahead.....we know You! Thank You for loving us, leading us and being the Light in our lives...even in the darkest moments.♥~thl"

God...The One and Only...

‎"God will often allow you to be put in a situation that you cannot fix so that you will discover that He is the only One who can fix it. Trust Him." (Tony Evans)

Dear God~Thank You for the promises of Your plan, Your purpose, Your peace and Your love. I certainly do not see how everything in my life will work out...but You do! I am resting in Your arms of hope and healing.♥~thl

Our Waiting room...God's Workroom

"What seems to you like a pointless or even painful 'waiting room' may be God's most productive workroom." (~Holly Furtick/Proverbs 31 Ministries)

Dear God~Thank You for giving us hope! While we are waiting, we know You are working! ♥~thl"

Mountain Life...

I love the mountains! I grew up in the Blue Ridge Mountains of Virginia & never grew tired of seeing their vast beauty in any season of the year. Of course, living in the mountains meant traveling through twists, turns, valleys, hills and some interesting weather conditions.  I remember on our 25 mile journey to high school (one way) each day, there were only two "straight stretches" on Route 42...where cars could actually pass, if both lanes were clear. Driving the other direction to Blacksburg to shop was a bit easier. Yet driving on 460 (a four-lane road to VT territory!) meant crossing two mountains, some sharp turns....and an occasional deer along the way. So we spent the majority of our time traveling more curves than straight roads as well as more mountains and valleys than level terrain. But it was worth it....and that was the anticipated journey when living there. We didn't expect it to be different and enjoyed the view along the way. As I drove around the area, I often imagined those mountains as God's arms surrounding me everywhere I went. What a majestic reminder of His love, creation, protection and provision. Life's journey is very much like that. It won't always be easy. There will be twists and turns, mountains and valleys, obstacles and risks. But I choose to believe that He is surrounding us with His loving arms & the journey is well worth the incredible view! Lead me on, Dear God! I love this journey with You!♥~thl

What God Thinks...

‎"The quickest way to forget what God thinks about me is to be obsessed with what other people think about me." (Jon Weece)

Dear God~Thank You for continually loving us. Please forgive us when we become consumed with the opinions, acceptance, rejection and accusations of others. Heartaches may come from those around us but love, hope, peace and joy come from You.♥~thl

Scars...and Scarred Hands

Sometimes the scars in my life seem overwhelming. They remind me of pain, losses, sadness, uncertainties....and regrets. I often wonder how many scars one person should have in a lifetime.  Just when it is apparent that I have more scars than should be allowed, I notice hands reaching down to pick me up. Interesting....those hands are not without scars. They are gentle yet strong, loving yet labored and compassionate....yet crucified. He reminds me that because of His scars, there is hope for mine. I am thankful that He turns messes into messages, tests into testimonies and trials into triumphs. May the scars I carry become part of the story He continues to write in my life.♥~thl

Memories...

I love memories! There are so many memories near and dear to my heart. I have some wonderful childhood memories, some great high school memories, awesome college memories and of course, precious memories since I married and became a mom. 

 

Some memories I hold even closer now because loved ones have gone Home. Some memories were tough life lessons. Others were life-changing in their own unique way. Some are quite vivid. Some are a bit unclear. But each memory is a part of my life-journey....part of what shaped me into who I am now.

 

But one thing is for certain....memories are simply that...memories. Whether they are positive or negative, encouraging or embarassing, simple or complicated...they are memories. They are a part of us...and they cannot be changed. Of course, how we view them can make a huge difference. We can choose to allow them to teach us or torment us...change us or cripple us...inspire us or haunt us....bless us or burden us. Some are painful...some are precious. Some are lonely...some are loving. Some are regretful....some are refreshing. Some I wish I could forget. Some I never want to forget. 

 

But all of them taught me, touched me, influenced me or inspired me. I can't live in the past but I can learn from it. I thank God for molding me through the memories, pursuing me in the present and unfolding His plan in my future. I will trust Him with each memory from yesterday, today and tomorrow.♥~thl

Breathing...With Him...

I love breathing! I know that sounds very simplistic but I truly am grateful for each breath for multiple reasons. First, it means I am alive. And each breath of life is a gift so each time I breathe, I am still enjoying the gift of life...and I am thankful.   I also love breathing because I know the struggles involved when breathing is not easy. Ten years ago, I was diagnosed with asthma. I didn't think it was too serious at the time. But I have progressed to not only taking major doses of inhalers daily...but I now own a nebulizer. I also have had relatives/friends lose their battle with asthma so I am much more aware of the seriousness of this condition. It is definitely a gift to inhale and exhale...and certainly one I no longer take for granted.    Perhaps one of the greatest reasons I love breathing....is that it comes from God....and reminds me of God. We often hear the phrase that we can't "see God." Well, I understand that phrase and at times, I wish I could see Him face to face. Yet I have seen Him working in and through the lives of others. I have given birth to two precious children and saw the hand of God working in miraculous and protective ways. I have experienced heartache, loss, rejection and uncertainty many times and saw Him leading us through it all in beautiful and blessed ways. So I have no doubt that God exists and loves us unconditionally.    When I inhale and exhale, I may not see breath itself.....but I definitely know that it is present....and that the One I may not see has once again given me another opportunity to serve, love, praise and honor Him. Yes, I love breathing....and I am constantly reminded of His presence, provision and protection.♥~thl

Harmony....

As I embrace the memory of singing with Concert Choir and Concert Choir/Destiny alumni last spring, I recall the wonderful voices surrounding me and how each one...soprano, alto, tenor, bass...brought beautiful harmony to the group.

 

Today I simply wonder...how do our voices contribute to this world daily? Do we contribute in harmony or in discord? Do we live without hearing the voices of others? Richard Hargrove, my KCU music professor, used to tell us that if we could hear only our own voice but not the voices of others...we were singing too loudly. We need to strive to hear a balance of others and our own. How true!

 

 God gave each of us a voice to use for Him...and to reach out to others...for Him. Each one has value, purpose and a gift to share. Are we using our voices...our lives....our time on this planet to listen to others...to work together...to praise Him? Or are we simply listening to our own agenda, making our own music, ignoring others? I pray we listen to others as we share our voices and lives for Him...continually.♥~thl (written May, 2012)

As He Orchestrates My Life...

As I practiced piano again yesterday, my heart ached and my mind raced...while my soul yearned for God's direction, healing and peace. So much has happened in our lives recently. There are many blessings as well as some heartbreaking burdens. I couldn't quite grasp the "big picture" of the why, what, when, where and how all of this fits into the tapestry of our lives. I realize we will not always have answers or understanding...but how do we face so much discord in life while striving for harmony...and not feel overwhelmed or even discouraged? 

 

One of my favorite pieces of music is Johann Sebastian Bach's "Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring." This is a rather extensive piece that provides beautiful and moving dynamics, as well as a strong hymn message often overlooked. As I rehearsed this amazing piece, turning page after page of the movement, I discovered yet another lesson from God's gift of music. Obviously, many notes are played, many dynamcs are utilized and many pages are pursued in order to complete the work of this piece. I have yet to play, sing, direct or compose a piece of music that does not require a combination of high and low notes, crescendos and decrescendos, harmony, rests, and other vital elements. The summation of all these essentials creates a moving, influential and beautiful work of heart that reaches to the core of our being...like nothing else.

 

Isn't that very similar to life? Some days we soar in joy and excitement. Other moments bring silence and suffering. Some experiences are very easy and attainable. Other seasons bring brokenness, pause, difficulty and discord.  Although we cannot see how they are orchestrated to create a beautiful, purposeful and effective masterpiece, God does. He realizes that each value, dynamic, sound...and yes, even silence...represents a vital measure in the progressive score of His work in our lives. Our God sees the big picture...the complete, beautiful and amazing masterpiece only He could design, direct and deliver.

 

Whether our present moment finds us wonderful or weary, excited or exhausted, certain or confused, delighted or discouraged...I pray that we realize and cling to Him...the Master Designer, Director, Orchestrator, Author and Hope of our lives...our Audience of One.♥~thl

How They Feel...

"People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did. But people will never forget how you made them feel." (Maya Angelou)   Dear God~Each day I am reminded of so many blessings...my precious family, faithful friends, each breath of life, Your unconditional love. But each day my heart aches for the brokenness I see in many lives. May we truly realize that how we treat others...especially claiming to be Your children...can touch a life with tenderness and compassion never forgotten....or can wound a soul forever scarred. I know the changes made in my life by those who truly cared. I also know the wounds and scars left by those who didn't care. I certainly know the confusion and sadness brought by those who claimed to care....but walked away.   Dear God....please help us, forgive us and use our lives to shine for You...unconditionally, compassionately, genuinely and faithfully.♥~thl