Wednesday, October 30, 2013

From nothing to everything...

I hope to meet her someday!  I am deeply inspired by the sick woman mentioned in Mark 5.  My heart breaks to read that she had been ill for twelve years, had visited many doctors, had nothing left and yet her health continued to decline.  Twelve years.  No answers. Nothing left.  Health worsening.  Bless her heart. 

She touches my life on many levels.  First, she must have been very determined.  Twelve years is a long time to be ill and to continue doing all that she could to find healing.  She did not give up easily.  She was not a quitter.  She kept trying...and trying...and trying.

Second, she had incredible faith.  She knew, without a doubt, that touching Jesus' garment would heal her.  When she heard, she went..without hesistation.  After twelve years of illness, she found the strength and stamina to go to Him.  She wanted to be healed and knew Who would heal her.

Last, this woman's had an amazing attitude!  Many years of illness...nothing left...immediately went to Jesus...knew He would heal her.  Yet she somehow pushed through the crowd and touched Him!  She was healed immediately!  But there's more.  Jesus realized she touched Him and that His power healed her. He asked who touched Him. She did not run away ungratefully but instead fell at His feet! She spoke to Him honestly, respectfully and reverently. She told Him "the whole truth."  There's one thing she did not do that I find amazing.  She did not complain.  Instead of bitterness, blame and anger from years of suffering, she approached Him with faith, gratitude and surrender.  This woman had nothing left but her faith.  And because of that faith, she gained everything though Him. 

May I learn from her example daily.  May I trust in Him, thank Him and surrender to Him completely.♥~thl

"He said to her, 'Daughter, your faith has healed you.  Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.'"  Mark 5: 34

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Saying yes...

It continually challenges me.  Reading about many people in the Bible who went through great trials, I am amazed of their responses when they didn't understand why...or how...or when...or what all was involved.  They simply followed...and glorified God.  Their questions were not usually answered.  Yet their faith remained strong as lives were changed forever.

I often wonder.  If I had lived during those years, would I have remained faithful?  If I had been asked to follow Him, would I have done so wholeheartedly?  It's one thing to read about them.  It's quite different to live as they lived.

One of my favorite examples is Mary, the Mother of Jesus.  What amazing faith she had to accept the role God asked her to fulfill.  She had questions.  She knew she would be questioned.  She realized her life would be challenged and changed completely.  Yet in the middle of uncertainty, she simply said yes to His plan and purpose for her life.  Her humility, her faith, her devotion and her willingness to follow Him at all costs...touches my heart.  No arguing.  No whining.  No comparisons.  No pride.  She simply followed Him, praised Him...gave birth to His Son...and loved Him...completely.

May I learn to listen, lean and love Him with full surrender.♥~thl

"And Mary said:  'My soul glorifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for He has been mindful of the humble state of His servant.  From now on all generations will call me blessed, for the Mighty One has done great things for me--holy is His Name.  His mercy extends to those who fear Him, from gnereation to generation.'" Luke 1: 46>50

Monday, October 28, 2013

Precious reminders...

Dear God~
I saw You today....
in the faithful love of my husband,
in the sweet voices of our children,
in the prayers of gathered friends,
in the kindness of fellow believers,
in the compassion of my Dad's heart,
in opportunities You place before me,
in needs being met,
in laughter with loved ones,
in blessed hope beyond this world.
Thank You for precious reminders of Your amazing love.♥~thl

"O Lord, You are my God; I will exalt You and praise Your Name, for in perfect faithfulness You have done marvelous things, things planned long ago." Isaiah 25: 1

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Loving and learning...

Dear God~Thank You for loving me...
even when I don't understand,
even when I disappoint You,
even when I am discouraged,
even when my faith is weak.

May I learn to...
lean on You more consistently,
love You more deeply,
follow You more closely,
and trust You more completely.♥~thl

"Your hands made me and formed me; give me understanding to learn Your commands." Psalm 119: 73

Saturday, October 26, 2013

People watching...

I admit it.  I love watching people.  Whether in a mall, meeting, bookstore or gathering of any kind, I find people very interesting.  (Yes, my counselor and teacher roles definitely contribute to this fascination.)  Perhaps that is part of the reason I prefer to be very quiet in crowds.  I would much rather observe personalities, dynamics, responses and reactions of people's interactions.  If I am in a smaller group, I am more comfortable participating in conversation.  But I always learn something when around people.  God certainly designed each individual in amazing and unique ways, which I find both enjoyable and educational. 

Yet I readily admit that I often feel more "lost" in a crowd.  Certainly, my shyness is part of it.  I suppose, however, that a greater reason is that I feel less visible, less interesting and less significant.  It's not that I doubt God's love for me.  It's just that when I notice an abundance of talents, intelligence, abilities and individuality, I am reminded of my simplicity. 

Thankfully, God's perception is vastly different than mine.  He knows each of us personally.  After all, He created us.  He knows each name, thought, heartbeat and life.  He doesn't miss one detail.  He knows us better than we know ourselves.  He notices.  He cares.  He listens.  He loves.  Whether in a vast crowd or in a room all alone, we are seen by God.  Simple or extravagant, reserved or outgoing, young or young at heart, happy or hurting...He sees us.

He is our faithful Father who never leaves or forsakes us. Amazing!  What a precious blessing it is to know that God absolutely loves watching people, too!♥~thl

"Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens, Your faithfulness to the skies.  Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, Your justice like the great deep.  O Lord, You preserve both man and beast.  How priceless is Your unfailing love!  Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of Your wings."  Psalm 36: 5>7  

Friday, October 25, 2013

New directions...

Years ago, I was a runner.  I loved to run.  It was enjoyable, invigorating and inspiring.  It wasn't always easy.  It wasn't always in excellent conditions.  It wasn't always convenient.  Yet I always found it peaceful and purposeful. 

As seasons changed and years passed, I became more involved in walking than running.  I even pursued new workout strategies.  While methods changed, the motivation was the same.  I wanted to reach the goals ahead.  Presently, I am setting additional goals and learning more techniques.  Regular evaluations help me stay aware of where I have been, where I am and where I need to be. 

Life's journey certainly seems similar.  While a season takes us one direction, a new season may produce a different one.  We may even find ourselves completely off course.  Yet no matter where we are, or have been, God can bring peace and purpose into our lives.  He values us, loves us, forgives us and changes our direction in amazing ways.

I am immensely thankful for His grace, mercy and strength.  My life has certainly changed in unexpected ways. There were routes and scenery I never imagined I would run, walk, fall or face.  No doubt, there will be more surprises.  Yet God continues to teach me new ways to move closer to Him.  I may not be able to run as I once did...but with His light before me, His hands restoring me and His love surrounding me, I am determined to cherish each step the remainder of the way.♥~thl

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race.  I have kept the faith.  Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day--and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for His appearing."  2 Timothy 4: 7>8

Simple faith...Awesome God...

Dear God~
I see this moment.  You see forever.
I understand little.  You understand all.
I am simple.  You are awesome.
I run to You.  You call me Yours.
I will trust You, my God, my Father, my King.♥~thl

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."  Hebrews 11: 1

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Seasons and reasons...

It isn't my favorite season...but God has a reason.  This thought has gone through my mind countless times.  Tonight is no exception.

Weather forecasters have warned us for over a week.  Cold fronts are moving toward us.  There will be freezing temperatures, cold rain and even a chance of light sleet and snow.  Yet, I am very grateful for the information and warnings.  Otherwise, all my citrus trees and ferns would not survive another night outside. 

I love spring and summer.  I even enjoy the beauty of fall and winter.  Yet cold temperatures challenge me on many levels.  I must remember, however, that there's a reason God designed these seasons.  Even in the barren, cold silence of winter, there is purpose and progress we cannot see.  It becomes evident as spring unfolds that winter's chill did not cease God's unnoticed handiwork and plan.

Isn't life like that?  We often find ourselves in dry, thirsty and uncomfortable seasons which are not pleasant.  Yet we later realize that God's hand was moving the entire time.  We didn't see it happening.  We didn't notice the progress.  Yet the difficult season brought us closer to Him which allowed Him to prepare us more adequately. 

As daylight becomes shorter and darkness grows longer, I am reminded that this is a time to embrace His Presence, enjoy the positive and trust His purpose.  It is a season to grow closer to Him and there is always beauty in such a time as this.♥~thl

"He is like the light of morning at sunrise on a cloudless morning, like the brightness after rain that brings the grass from the earth."  2 Samuel 23: 4

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Nods and nearness...

The words became etched into my heart as I listened to the song repeatedly.

"...When my plans have fallen through,
And when my strength is nearly gone,
When there's nothing left to do but just depend on You
And the power of Your name..."

Years later, I find my self singing those words many times.  My plans didn't unfold as I thought they would.  Continuallly, I find myself longing for His strength.  Constantly, I find myself depending on Him for there is nothing left to do.  No obvious answers.  No definite explanations. No reasons given.  Simply waiting and leaning on Him. 

I am deeply grateful for the "Nod from God" moments when I know He reminds me of His love and faithfulness.  I am touched when doors open that only He could move.  Yet even in those difficult, unexpected moments when doors close, plans change, hearts break and tears fall...I know I will trust Him. I will love Him. I will lean on Him.  I will depend on Him. 

Burdens in this life?  Definitely.  More than I imagined.  Blessings in this life? Absolutely.  More than I deserve.  Knowing He loves me, listens to me and leads me closer to Him?  It's the only way I continue walking this journey...in His arms.♥~thl

"The Lord is near to all who call on Him, to all who call on Him in truth."  Psalm 145: 18

("In The Name Of The Lord" sang by Sandi Patty, Published by The Lorenz Corporation, 1990)

Monday, October 21, 2013

Messy love...

Does God get tired of my messes? Does He shake His head as He watches me try to do right but instead do wrong?  Does He look at me and say, "Bless her heart, will she ever get it right?"  When He hears me pour out my heart, does He sigh and say, "This is going to take awhile, isn't it, Terri?"  Does He ever mumble, "What was I thinking when I made her?" I think He could easily feel that way as He watches my life.

Yet...I am a mother...and that has changed my perspective in life.  The love I have for our children will not change...ever.  I want what is best for them.  I don't want them hurting or hurt.  I want them to make wise decisions.  I want them to have purposeful, God-honoring and healthy lives.  I would give my life for them in a heartbeat.  Even if their choices are different than I consider wise, my love remains...and my desire to protect them, pray for them and encourage them continues. Sleepless nights certainly occur because of my concern for them. I pray that they always realize that love is the reason for all I do, say and wish for them. 

If I feel that strongly for our children, I consider God's love for us.  It must be incredible. When we struggle, He cares.  When we mess up, He doesn't walk away.  Every heartbeat, thought, moment and choice matter to Him.  Certainly, He doesn't enjoy our failures, mistakes and sins.  But He gave His own Son to bring us back to Him.  His love for us is deep, authentic and sacrificial. 

Thank You, God, for still calling me Your child...even when I fall.  You are amazing.♥~thl

"For I am convinced that neither death or life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."  Romans 8: 38>39 

Bless the broken...

Dear God~Tonight I simply pray for those precious lives who are broken, wounded, weary and worn.  May they find peace in Your Presence, comfort in Your compassion and hope in Your healing. May Your love hold them, strengthen them and carry them.♥~thl

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."  Psalm 34: 18

His time...

Dear God~Often I am fully aware that only time with You will soothe my soul, calm my concerns and lead me closer to Your love. May I never cease longing for You.♥~thl

"As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for You, O God." Psalm 42: 1

Friday, October 18, 2013

Speaking in silence...

Dear God~It is often wise to remain still...

Silently approaching,
Trusting completely,
Increasingly amazed,
Listening intently,
Loving You always
.
Thank You for speaking in the silence.♥~thl

"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations.  I will be exalted in the earth."  Psalm 46: 10

Trusting times...

Dear God~
Thank You for
holding us in the sad times,
smiling with us in the great times,
providing peace in the stormy times
and loving us all the time.
I will listen and trust You the rest of my time.<3~thl

"For I am the Lord, your God, Who takes hold of your right hand and says to you; Do not fear; I will help you."  Isaiah 41: 13

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Countless questions...

If I have asked one question, I have asked a million. Sometimes I need answers so I may make better choices.  Sometimes I am simply baffled by humanity and how people treat each other.  Other times, I try to make sense out of situations that don't make sense.  Why...what...how...are frequent words in my vocabulary.  It's no wonder I studied counseling psychology and education.  I strive to learn more, live fully and leave this world a better place by always asking questions.

Yet answers aren't always found.  Choices aren't always simple.  People don't always consider the effects of their actions.  Life doesn't always make sense.  That leads me to, of course, more questions.  How do we learn from confusion, frustration, pain and chaos?  How do we prevent repeating mistakes and destruction?

The only answer I have is in the One Who understands this journey.  He walked this earth.  He loved, lived, laughed, worked and wept.  He gave, healed, suffered and died.  He was questioned, mocked, tempted, rejected, betrayed and killed.  He went through more than we can imagine and much more than He deserved. 

Thankfully, He rose from the dead which changed everything.  Now we have hope, grace, mercy and more.  But that's not all.  We have Someone who has "been here, done this."  He understands!  He knows how it feels.  He gets it!  He cares and loves us each step of this journey.

When life becomes overwhelming and uncertain, I am deeply grateful that I can talk to the One Who knows my name, knows about life and knows all the answers.  I will love Him, trust Him and find my peace in Him.  I will hold onto Him.  I may not have answers, but I am loved by the One Who does. And I can live with that.♥~thl   *Hebrews 4: 14>16*

Majestic motivation...

It didn't surprise me but it motivated me!  During a recent shopping trip, I walked toward the lawn and garden department only to realize it is now the Christmas department!  As a child, stores didn't display such merchandise until the day after Thanksgiving.  Near the beginning of October, I saw Christmas trees, decorations and supplies.  Now that's anticipation. 

I admit it.  I usually begin playing Christmas music, making lists and plans in September.  It's an old habit.  During many years when I wrote Christmas scripts, directed Christmas musicals or was involved in singing or playing in Christmas programs, it was necessary to plan months ahead.  We couldn't wait until the last minute to adequately prepare.  Nor have I ever been a person who enjoys last minute shopping.  It is always beneficial to plan ahead of schedule.

Personally, though, I still find it interesting to see Christmas promotions in October.  However, I began thinking...

If we are eager to promote seasons so prematurely...if we want to prepare ahead of time for special events and celebrations, wouldn't it be much more important to prepare for The Day when our Lord returns?  We spend months preparing for special times, holidays or opportunities in our lives, yet we often delay preparing our lives for a Day that will introduce us to eternity! It seems inconsistent for businesses to encourage us to plan ahead while our culture promotes living for today with no regard for eternal destinations.

May our growing enthusiasm for holidays, vacations and special events be enjoyable.  May we also be continually aware of a new season...an eternal one...that brings hope and healing! Imagine seeing our Precious Lord and loved ones in a glorious place of no more tears, no more sorrow, no more night and no more pain.  Now that's wonderful anticipation! ♥~thl

"Do not let your hearts be troubled.  Trust in God; trust also in me.  In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you.  I am going there to prepare a place for you.  And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going."  John 14: 1>4

Monday, October 14, 2013

Heart to Him...

It was not discovered until a few years ago.  I was surprised.  The specialist said it's located in the best area for this condition. It's just something to be aware of for future reference.  I have an extra heartbeat.  It's quite common, actually, and for now, it is not an issue.  However, there are times when I can tell it is happening.  So I have simply learned to be more aware of it on a regular basis, which isn't difficult or complicated.

Sometimes I am more surprised with another heart condition.  It happens without me noticing as easily as my other diagnosis.  Often I find myself wondering how everything is going to turn out...or how I can fix this or that.  I find my heart is heavy with concerns, questions, worry and weariness.  I try to carry it all alone instead of remembering that God is able to handle much more than I ever could.  I certainly need to monitor this heart condition more frequently.   

Thank You, God, for each heartbeat, each breath and each reminder of Your love, power, faithfulness and peace.  You made us with purpose.  You know us better than we know ourselves.  May I trust You wholeheartedly and praise You for making and sustaining my heart...always.  May my heart become more like You...continually♥~thl

"My heart is steadfast, O God; I will sing and make music with all my soul.  Awake, harp and lyre!  I will awaken the dawn.  I will praise You, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of You among the peoples.  For Great is Your love, higher than the heavens; Your faithfulness reaches to the skies.  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens, and let Your glory be over all the earth."  Psalm 108: 1>5

Seasons of faith...

It's not my favorite project.  But it had to be done.  Tim and I recently began working on discarding spring and summer flowers from the yard, front entryway and deck.  They were beautiful this year with some plants growing by feet, instead of inches, over the past several months. 

Yet autumn has arrived with its own special beauty.  So discarding flowers, sweeping leaves off the deck and sidewalks plus preparing to put away our deck furniture has been necessary.  We still have several citrus trees, ferns and rose bushes enjoying their final days in this weather.  Yet fall decorations are now displayed while we enjoy the transition of a new season. 

As we worked outside, I immediately thought of a favorite Old Testament verse.  It soothed my soul as I sadly pulled up withered plants that had been so brilliant and beautiful just weeks ago.  It reassured me that even in the approaching cold weather, beautiful yet brutal at times, God is always present and purposeful in His plan. It brought me hope for I know that even in life's difficult seasons, His promises remain true. 

Before long, the frost will come.  Eventually snow will blanket the ground.  But I am convinced that God's love, promises, hope and truth will endure.  For each season has its beauty and purpose.  Knowing it leads me closer to Him makes it all worthwhile.♥~thl

"The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever."  Isaiah 40: 8

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Rest time...

It was a routine in our home when our children were small.  We had meal time, family time, bath time, devo time, discussion time, song time and prayer time. It wasn't always in that order...but the components remained the same.  Bedtime was precious to us.  At the end of the day, we knew we had each other...and we knew we had God.  It made all the difference.

Our daughter and son knew they could talk about whatever was needed.  Sometimes we giggled.  Sometimes we cried.  Sometimes we shared apologies.  Sometimes we shared future goals and dreams.  Every time we shared lots of love and hugs. 

There was always the song I sang to them since birth.  There was also a special rhyme we recited, which the children progressively extended.  I didn't mind.  Tucking them in each night with much love, many prayers and kisses on their foreheads reminded them that they could rest...safely and securely. 

I often returned to my own room, tears flowing down my face, thanking God for these precious children.  They have taught me more about Him than I ever taught them. I love them.  I love their sweet voices sharing with me openly, honestly and safely.  I love that they wanted time with me.  I love that they were able to find rest knowing I was there for them and with them.  I loved watching them, long after they went to sleep.

Isn't God like that?  Day and night, He is there...waiting for us to talk to Him, listen to Him, share with Him and spend time with Him.  He wants us to feel safe, secure and loved.  He wants to be our Heavenly Father...all the time. Even in tough times...confusing times...lonely times or great times...He cares.  Exhausted?  Weary?  Discouraged? Lost?  He longs for us to seek Him then, too. 

I am so thankful that He always has time for me.  May I never stop running to Him as He lovingly leads me Home.♥~thl

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."  Matthew 11: 28>29

Friday, October 11, 2013

Trust and Treatment...

"He gives us more than we request by going deeper than we ask.  He wants not only your whole heart; He wants your heart whole." (Max Lucado, You'll Get Through This)

When I read those words the first time, I literally gasped.  They touched my life that deeply.  It's not a concept we hear often, unfortunately.  Let's read them again.

"He gives us more than we request by going deeper than we ask."
Honestly, I had to think about that for awhile.  Yes, God gives us many more blessings than we deserve.  But what about those secret burdens we carry inside?  You know...the ones we hide so we aren't considered weak...without faith...too messy...too human...or even...unspiritual.  God loves us even when we aren't "up to par."  Interesting, isn't it?  While others criticize or shun us because we don't measure up, God sees every burden, pain and secret and helps us confront them.  He doesn't love us less. He loves me enough to want more of me...all of me...even the secret me! I am amazed.

"He wants not only your whole heart; He wants your heart whole."
Sure, it is essential to surrender everything to Him.  But He wants us healed in Him!  He knows that unless we face it, we fear it.  If we fear it, we try to forget it.  If we try to forget it, we bury it.  If we bury it...it never heals.  That means we aren't enjoying all He desires for us.  God is not threatened by our brokenness.  He desires we surrender it so He can restore us...and renew us.  He is amazing!

Our children lived normal childhoods.  There were splinters, bike wrecks, colds, bee stings and bug bites.  We wanted and expected them to come to us when they were hurting.  We immediately took them into our arms and assured them that we loved them.  They trusted us enough to place their lives in our hands.  Yet it didn't end there.  We took care of their skinned knees, aching tummys and bloody noses.  We made sure wounds were cleansed, needs were met and tears were wiped away.  Abundant hugs, kisses and even giggles were shared for assurance.  Trust and treatment were always in supply...because we loved them...completely.  Isn't that what God wants?

May I trust Him enough to go deeper so that I may follow Him more completely.  May I give Him my whole heart...so He can make my heart whole. May I realize He loves me...that much.♥~thl 
*Romans 12: 2* 

Thursday, October 10, 2013

He gave us friends...



The year was 1971.  The soothing voice of James Taylor sang a song etched into my mind and heart called "You've Got a Friend."  If I heard it playing on the radio this very moment, I would turn up the volume, recall every word and "sing my heart out."  The melody and lyrics are certainly calming. Yet the song means so much more to me.

It makes all the difference to have friends, doesn't it?  Our hearts ache when we feel isolated or rejected by others. Yet when we have true, faithful friends, we are exhilarated.  We are strengthened, encouraged and blessed because friends touch our lives significantly!

There's a reason friends mean so much to us.  We were created to love others.  Galations 6: 2 says: "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ."  1 John 4: 7 says: "Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God." Both Old and New Testament Scriptures hold many references to friends .  Obviously, God designed us to share life with others in positive, supportive and valuable friendships.

My life has been forever changed because of God working through precious, faithful, unconditional-loving and trustworthy friends.  Seriously.  They know me.  They listen.  They encourage. They care. They love me..anyway...always.  Our Church family and small groups recently referred to such blessings as "providential relationships." I never cease to be amazed at the countless ways God has protected, provided and guided me through true friends.

Thank You, God, for friends who reflect You beautifully, point to You truthfully, hold us up to You prayerfully and love us consistently.  Thank You for friends You placed in our lives...to remind us of Your everlasting love and Presence.♥~thl

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Timing is everything...

Have you ever had one of those moments?  A thought...a question...a concern surrounds your mind which you haven't mentioned to anyone.  Then out of nowhere, you hear a specific song, read a sentence in a book, listen to the minister's message...and you know God is reaching out to you.  Perhaps a spouse or friend says something and you know that only God allowed it in His perfect timing...to touch your life.

It happens in my life.  Sometimes God seems very silent and I have no choice but to listen, wait and trust Him.  Other times, I have no doubt that He is sending a very clear message to me. 

Lately I have wrestled with several major questions.  I long for obvious answers but haven't found them.  Yet in the most unsuspecting moment, a "nod from God" arrives about another matter.  I am then reminded that He is present.  He does care.  He is listening.  He has a plan.  He hasn't given up on me.  He has it all in His hands.

Major or minor.  Past or present.  Understood or clueless.  Spoken or unspoken.  I will trust Him. I will lean on Him.  I will hope in Him.  I will love Him.  I will be loved by Him.  Thank You, Faithful Heavenly Father.♥~thl

"We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield.  In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His Holy Name.  May Your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in You."  Psalm 33: 20>22    

Simply amazed...

I am a simple woman, living a simple life, thinking simple thoughts and writing simple words.  Yet if God will use my life for Him, I am more than grateful.

He designed me, created me, breathed life into me and loves me. I simply wish to seek Him, serve Him and share Him wholeheartedly. 

Yet I am continually amazed by Him.  An extraordinary God loves ordinary me! The Creator, Redeemer, Great I Am, Lord God Almighty and King of Kings...loves me...simple, imperfect, blemished me.  I find that so difficult to comprehend...yet I am more than grateful.

There's one more thing I cannot wrap my simple mind around.  He listens to me.  All I have to do is talk to Him...call to Him...cry to Him...praise Him...or simply reach for Him when there are no words.  And He hears me...my thoughts, my heart, my secrets, my scars, my fears. He loves me enough to listen to me...all of me.  Certainly, I am more than grateful.

He loves.  He listens.  He leads.  I am simply amazed...and more than grateful.♥~thl

"But I call to God, and the Lord saves me.  Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and He hears my voice." Psalm 55: 16>17

Monday, October 7, 2013

What a Monday...

What a Monday this has been. 

This morning, I learned of a horrible car accident in my home county, Craig County, Virginia.  Late Sunday night, five young ladies, ages 16 to 22 years young, were riding in a vehicle that lost control.  Three young ladies did not survive.  Two young ladies remain in ICU.  This news would shake any community, but in a very small town and county, it is extremely shocking, to say the least. 

Sadly, this is an all too familiar scene where we presently live.  Both of my children have lost precious friends in similar situations.  There are no answers.  There are no explanations.  There is only a reminder to cherish each moment we have with our loved ones.  We never know what tomorrow...or even today...may bring.

This evening, I sat in a room with a group of adults from many walks of life.  Some were professional educators.  Some were medical professionals.  Some were retired.  Some were factory workers.  Others I don't know well.  Yet we shared laughter, tears, hugs, food, fellowship, prayers and heartfelt conversations about God and our walk with Him.

Later, I chatted with my husband while he was on break at work.  I called my parents to check on them and tell them I love them.  I called our son to say I loved him and goodnight.  And I hugged our daughter before she left after a quick supper and some Mom/Daughter time. 

It was a Monday...of sadness...strength...and gratitude.  It was a day of loss and love.  It was a day that revealed unimaginable tragedy...and immeasurable faith of friends and family. 

What a Monday.  What heartache.  What hope.  What a God Who holds us together in the worst of times, in the worship times and in the "wow, I love my family and friends" times.  What a day to say I love You, Lord...and I am leaning on You...always.♥~thl     *Psalm 23*

Sunday, October 6, 2013

His plan...

As a new week begins, I realize once more that it is best to trust the One Who created me, loves me and knows His plan for my life.  Though there is much I do not understand and my questions are many, I know He is with me and will never forsake me.  Therefore, I will trust Him.  Thank You, God, for Your faithfulness, now and always.♥~thl

"'For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,' declares the Lord.  As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.'"  Isaiah 55: 8>9

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Happy Birthday, Rachel Victoria!


Twenty-five years ago today, our lives changed forever!  Rachel Victoria Lorenz was born on a beautiful, fall day that I will not forget! 

It just so happened that the church family we served was in the middle of a revival that week.  That made the seventy mile trip (one way) even more exciting as Tim tried to take care of his family and the church family for a few days. 

Truly, God blessed us that day and every day since.  It's hard to believe our daughter is all grown up but she will always be our baby girl. 

Thank You, God, for this precious "Little Miracle"...and the joy she has brought to our family as well as many others.  We are thrilled that she shines for you so beautifully and we are forever grateful for allowing us to be her parents.

"For this child we prayed...and You heard our prayers."♥~thl

Friday, October 4, 2013

Tired and thankful...

Have you ever been tired...really tired...as in "weary to the bone" tired?  It happens to all of us.  Have you ever been so tired you can't sleep?  I have been there, too. 

There's another kind of tired in this life.  It's the kind that makes us say, "Come quickly, Lord.  This old world is wearing me out." 

As long as my heart is beating, I trust His purpose for me here.  So how do I handle being tired?  I learn as I lean on Him even more.  In weariness, we rely on His strength.  In weakness, we glorify Him as He carries us.  In suffering, we are more grateful for His blessings.  In struggles, we embrace His hope.

One of my favorite songs says:
"Precious Lord, take my hand, lead me on, help me stand.  I am tired.  I am weak. I am worn.  Through the storm, through the night, lead me on to the light;  Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me home."  (Thomas A. Dorsey)

Of course, I don't enjoy being tired..or weak...or weary...or struggling.  Yet the reminder of His Presence shapes my perspective.  Knowing that He is with me, carries me and leads me makes this journey more positive and purposeful.  I will rest in Him as He restores my life with His love.♥~thl

"Do you not know?  Have you not heard?  The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.  He will not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no one can fathom.  He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.  They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."  Isaiah 40: 28>31

Thursday, October 3, 2013

A season of change...

It's time for a change.  Do you ever feel that way?  After recent soul-searching, I realize it's time to evaluate several areas of my life and make changes. It's not always easy but it is often essential.  Yet the time is now and the season has arrived to do so.

Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband and precious adult children who love me dearly and unconditionally.  Thankfully, I have true friends who genuinely care and encourage me along this journey.  Most of all, I am grateful for my Heavenly Father, Who never ceases to amaze me, love me and guide me.

Yet one thing never changes.  No matter where I am...or where I've been...or what lies ahead, the One Who created me has a purpose for my life.  More than ever, I cherish that.  I embrace that.  I long for that. 

Perhaps we delay making changes because we fear we will get it wrong.  As a perfectionist, that is a definite challenge.  Perhaps we delay making changes because it's easier to remain in a present season. I have been there, too.  Perhaps we delay making changes for other reasons.  I imagine there's a long list of those tucked away in our thoughts, as well. Yet there comes a time when change is better than no change at all. 

So what happens next?  I don't know exactly...but I know the One Who does know.  It's time to let Him make those changes...His way.  Here we go, God.  Lead me on.♥~thl

"The Lord will fulfill His purpose, for me; Your love, O Lord, endures forever--do not abandon the works of Your hand."  Psalm 138: 8

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Two...make that three...kinds of people...

Years ago, I heard that there are two kinds of people in this world.  One kind walks into the room with a "here I am" attitude.  It isn't hard to notice.  The words, actions and presence involve...self promotion...consistently.

The other kind walks into the room with a "there you are" attitude.  This attitude helps everyone feel special, wanted and appreciated.

I agree that these very different attitudes exist for I have seen both.  However, I think it would be wonderful if another option was promoted.  I know these people exist, too.  I have had the blessing of knowing such precious hearts.  The person who walks into the room and exhibits the Light of the Lord is so needed!  They have His compassion, understanding, peace, hope, honesty, joy and love! 

It's a new day.  May each room we enter...each life we encounter...and each moment we experience be met with the light and love of our Lord!  Go ahead...touch lives for Him!♥~thl

"Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you."  Isaiah 60: 1

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Horse-stomped and broken bone blessings...

It's a vivid memory.  As I rode "Trigger" one afternoon, she was startled by a loud noise.  Her front legs quickly rose high into the air, which threw me off the saddle and onto the ground with a thud.  Repeatedly, her front legs rose then lowered, stomping my leg each time.  She was my pride and joy.  She didn't intend to hurt me.  She was simply afraid.

Little did we know that my leg then had a hairline fracture from my knee to my ankle.  Days later, I fell inches from the ground while playing leapfrog with my brothers...and my previously fractured bone broke into two pieces.  A very slight "hinge" in the bone saved it from exiting my leg.  I was in a full cast from thigh to ankle for six weeks. 

My parents put me in various places throughout the day.  My favorite was our front porch.  According to them, I would sit on that porch and "sing my heart out" for hours.

Anytime I needed to be moved meant being carried.  Eventually the cast was removed and I actually had to learn to walk once more.  My parents made a very wise choice.  They placed me back on Trigger as soon as I was able.  I was thrilled to ride again. 

I still remember the "stomping session" from Trigger.  I remember Dad immediately bandaging my leg.  I remember the doctor placing the cast on it.  I remember sitting on that front porch and singing.  I remember feeling disappointed that I could not ride Trigger anytime soon. 

Yet what I remember most is being carried by my parents.  There was just something about knowing that they would lift me up, hold me and move me to a new place when I couldn't move on my own. 

Isn't trusting God like that?  Sometimes we are so broken, burdened or weary that we are only able to move because God carries us.  He loves us enough to pick us up, hold us, heal us and move us to a new season of life.

Someone recently commented about some of my health concerns. I wish I didn't have them but I don't see them as burdens.  For I know that God carries me each day.  If circumstances remind me to lean on Him even more, I am deeply grateful for His love and faithfulness.  I have no doubt He will carry me wherever He wants me now and later.  I simply wish to continue singing praises to Him until He carries me Home.  Who knows?  Maybe He will even let me ride a horse to Heaven!♥~thl

"For I am the Lord, your God, Who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear, I will help you."  Isaiah 41: 13

A surprise and blessing...


A surprise was waiting for me today from my precious husband.  I have wanted to add this book to my library ever since its recent release!  Thank you, Tim!  Thank you, Max Lucado.  Thank You, God, for seeing us through each step of this amazing journey!♥~thl