There was no time or energy for interruptions tonight. After ten days of illness and still not well, I was not pleased with a large "to-do" list. I wanted to sleep instead. Yet much work remained.
While multi-tasking in the kitchen, I thought I would add one more project. I would brew tea as I worked on everything else. That would save time!
Then it happened. Holding the glass carafe, I heard glass shatter. The handle remained in my hand but warm glass and liquid covered the floor. The metal band that held the carafe together had loosened and my tea carafe literally fell apart.
It is very important to note that I experienced childhood trauma with broken glass. Seriously!! Those who know me well realize this is a sincere matter. After a terrifying event, I went "into shock" and fell through a glass door. Since then, anytime I hear glass break, a streak of terror goes through me. I strongly dislike hearing glass shatter, to say the least.
So hearing the decanter shatter tonight was not pleasant. Additionally, I was tired and not feeling strong. Now I had to clean up the mess and finish all other projects. "Grrrreat!," I said under my breath...but not in a positive manner, at all.
I called our daughter, who planned to visit soon. Rachel brought a brand new decanter home so I could finish making tea. She even brought supper! Now I was smiling!
Thinking about the evening, I remembered Isaiah 40: 28>31: "Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary and His understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
I thought about Rachel's help giving me strength. I was reminded of God's constant love, strength, hope, understanding and Presence as we face each moment of life. Whether we face laughter, challenges, trauma or blessings, God holds us, loves us and heals us in His precious arms. And that makes my spirit soar once again.<3~thl
Friday, August 30, 2013
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Author of my life...
It fascinates me that God continues to write my story!
He is great. I am insignificant.
He is powerful. I am simple.
He is perfect. I am flawed.
He is in control. My life often seems out of control.
He has a plan. My plans often change.
He has a purpose for my life. I seek purpose daily.
He doesn't give up on me. I am amazed.
He holds me in His arms. I hold onto Him.
He knows my name. I call His Name continually.
He isn't finished with me yet. I am grateful.
He sees each chapter of my life unfold. I find it mysterious yet victorious.
He brings me hope. Because of Him, I have hope.
He continues to write. Lead me Lord. I will follow.<3~thl
"If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast." Psalm 139: 9>10
He is great. I am insignificant.
He is powerful. I am simple.
He is perfect. I am flawed.
He is in control. My life often seems out of control.
He has a plan. My plans often change.
He has a purpose for my life. I seek purpose daily.
He doesn't give up on me. I am amazed.
He holds me in His arms. I hold onto Him.
He knows my name. I call His Name continually.
He isn't finished with me yet. I am grateful.
He sees each chapter of my life unfold. I find it mysterious yet victorious.
He brings me hope. Because of Him, I have hope.
He continues to write. Lead me Lord. I will follow.<3~thl
"If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast." Psalm 139: 9>10
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
A lesson unplanned...
It wasn't in the plans. I love having multiple plans, lists, categories on the lists and lists of lists. I continually aspire to be an organizing, plan-thriving and accomplishing-it machine. However, it has come to my attention, as a post-grad level student at the University of Reality, that life doesn't always happen according to my...plans.
In the middle of late summer goals, activities, lists and other important facets of life, it happened. I struggled for over a week trying to win. I lost. Day after day, night after night, effort after effort, I attempted to deny, defeat and determine it would not happen. It happened.
So I arrived at the doctor's office earlier today, mentally reviewing my recent week's activities and how my plans manged to...gulp...change. It is quite important to breathe, not cough continually and not feel as if an elephant was on my lungs or a cement block was in my head. Yes, I rationalized, in order to accomplish all that needs to be done, I must have breath, strength and endurance. It made sense to do this in order to handle those...plans.
It didn't take long for me to realize what mattered most. God gives me each breath. I have been reminded for many years that each breath He allows me to take is a tremendous gift. Not laboring for that breath at times is an additional blessing. He has given me an excellent doctor and staff, wonderful pharmacy friends and the ability to obtain medications to help me breathe for the rest of my life, including times of struggle. Yet it took me a restless, sleepless, painful week to slow down long enough to understand.
It's not wrong to try to be a good steward of my time. Yet losing sight of what's most important is not how it should be, either. Thank You, God, for slowing me down in the middle of this hurried life...again. May I focus on You...Your hope, healing, strength and love...most of all.<3~thl
"But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me." Micah 7: 7
In the middle of late summer goals, activities, lists and other important facets of life, it happened. I struggled for over a week trying to win. I lost. Day after day, night after night, effort after effort, I attempted to deny, defeat and determine it would not happen. It happened.
So I arrived at the doctor's office earlier today, mentally reviewing my recent week's activities and how my plans manged to...gulp...change. It is quite important to breathe, not cough continually and not feel as if an elephant was on my lungs or a cement block was in my head. Yes, I rationalized, in order to accomplish all that needs to be done, I must have breath, strength and endurance. It made sense to do this in order to handle those...plans.
It didn't take long for me to realize what mattered most. God gives me each breath. I have been reminded for many years that each breath He allows me to take is a tremendous gift. Not laboring for that breath at times is an additional blessing. He has given me an excellent doctor and staff, wonderful pharmacy friends and the ability to obtain medications to help me breathe for the rest of my life, including times of struggle. Yet it took me a restless, sleepless, painful week to slow down long enough to understand.
It's not wrong to try to be a good steward of my time. Yet losing sight of what's most important is not how it should be, either. Thank You, God, for slowing me down in the middle of this hurried life...again. May I focus on You...Your hope, healing, strength and love...most of all.<3~thl
"But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me." Micah 7: 7
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
A "clutch" memory...
It is one of those surprising memories. College certainly brings countless memories but this one is unique, unexpected and totally irreplacable.
After a long day of classes and work, I sat in the cafeteria eating supper, thinking about that evening's agenda. The background noise of multiple conversations, laughter, dishes gathered and doors opening and closing seemed quite normal. I didn't even notice my friend approaching my table.
"Hey, Terri, what are you doing after supper?" Startled, I responded with "Oh, the usual...study, study, study." "Well," he replied, "do you think you could help us?" I couldn't imagine what was needed. My friend was a disciplined, kind and hardworking young man who would not request help unless it was very important. I curiously asked what was wrong as I noticed the concerned look on his face.
"You can pop a clutch, can't you?" Now he had my full, undivided attention! I could certainly do that but it wasn't something people asked me very often. "Sure, why do you need me?" He explained that he and his friends were repairing his car. Now they simply needed someone to drive the car while they pushed it down the parking lot, pop the clutch and hope the engine troubles were resolved. "Ohhhh...sure!! I'll be right there." I often wonder why they approached me of all people on campus. My car was a manual transmission but I was surprised and delighted to be asked to help.
Within minutes, I was sitting in the driver's seat of my friend's car. As I looked in the rearview mirror, I saw what any single gal would only dream of seeing on that campus. Several guys were holding onto the car, running furiously behind me and watching me intensely! (hahaha) Returning to reality, the window was now down so I could hear any further instructions. Soon they gave me the signal...and down the parking lot we went. Imagine our delight as that car engine roared at the very first "pop of the clutch!" We were thrilled. It took a team to make that happen. I had the easy...and fun...part. The guys were pushing, sweating...and giving their best. And together, it worked!
Reflecting on that fun time, I can't help but wonder how much we are willing to help others on life's journey...with enjoyment, enthusiasm, cooperation and determination. Oh, most of us claim we should do that. Some would even begin listing all that they do. But when it gets down to the messy, unpleasant, consistent and not so fun commitment-in-action, how many of us are willing to encourage, listen, support, care and sacrifice for others?
The guys and I could have stood by that car and "preached at it" all night long. But it was the enduring effort that got the work done. They thanked me repeatedly for helping. However, I was the one who was blessed for being asked to simply "pop a clutch." It was a memory I will always cherish. For working together to help each other brought great rejoicing in the end. And I will take that over mere words...every time!<3~thl
"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from His love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2: 1>4
After a long day of classes and work, I sat in the cafeteria eating supper, thinking about that evening's agenda. The background noise of multiple conversations, laughter, dishes gathered and doors opening and closing seemed quite normal. I didn't even notice my friend approaching my table.
"Hey, Terri, what are you doing after supper?" Startled, I responded with "Oh, the usual...study, study, study." "Well," he replied, "do you think you could help us?" I couldn't imagine what was needed. My friend was a disciplined, kind and hardworking young man who would not request help unless it was very important. I curiously asked what was wrong as I noticed the concerned look on his face.
"You can pop a clutch, can't you?" Now he had my full, undivided attention! I could certainly do that but it wasn't something people asked me very often. "Sure, why do you need me?" He explained that he and his friends were repairing his car. Now they simply needed someone to drive the car while they pushed it down the parking lot, pop the clutch and hope the engine troubles were resolved. "Ohhhh...sure!! I'll be right there." I often wonder why they approached me of all people on campus. My car was a manual transmission but I was surprised and delighted to be asked to help.
Within minutes, I was sitting in the driver's seat of my friend's car. As I looked in the rearview mirror, I saw what any single gal would only dream of seeing on that campus. Several guys were holding onto the car, running furiously behind me and watching me intensely! (hahaha) Returning to reality, the window was now down so I could hear any further instructions. Soon they gave me the signal...and down the parking lot we went. Imagine our delight as that car engine roared at the very first "pop of the clutch!" We were thrilled. It took a team to make that happen. I had the easy...and fun...part. The guys were pushing, sweating...and giving their best. And together, it worked!
Reflecting on that fun time, I can't help but wonder how much we are willing to help others on life's journey...with enjoyment, enthusiasm, cooperation and determination. Oh, most of us claim we should do that. Some would even begin listing all that they do. But when it gets down to the messy, unpleasant, consistent and not so fun commitment-in-action, how many of us are willing to encourage, listen, support, care and sacrifice for others?
The guys and I could have stood by that car and "preached at it" all night long. But it was the enduring effort that got the work done. They thanked me repeatedly for helping. However, I was the one who was blessed for being asked to simply "pop a clutch." It was a memory I will always cherish. For working together to help each other brought great rejoicing in the end. And I will take that over mere words...every time!<3~thl
"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from His love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2: 1>4
Monday, August 26, 2013
Overwhelmed but not alone...
Life is overwhelming. There are family needs, housework, shopping, studies, correspondence, husband, children, parents, friends, jobs, appointments, phone calls, etc.. Everywhere I look, there's a project to begin, continue or complete.
Sometimes I feel more behind at the end of the day than I was at the beginning. For a driven person, that seems totally unacceptable...and continually frustrating.
I often wonder if people who have relatives nearby to help with children and life, itself, realize how very blessed they are. Since our marriage began, Tim and I never had relatives live in the same community, county, city or state where we reside. It has not been easy. Yet we learned to make it work. We learned that except for a few close friends, we are "all we have." And yet...we have so much more.
I once heard that Ruth Bell Graham, late wife of Billy Graham, used to run into her bedroom when she felt overwhelmed by parenting, family needs and life while her husband was away. She fell to her knees and called out to God to help her. He always did.
What a difference it makes when we realize He is with us. What a blessing it is to know that when God is "all we have," He will see us through. It may not be easy. But I cling to the truth, love and hope He continually shares. I pray that in the overwhelming days, circumstances and journey we face, we will learn to call on Him...and thank Him for never leaving us alone.<3~thl
"Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. I say to myself, 'The Lord is my portion: therefore I will wait for Him.'" Lamentaions 3: 22>24
Sometimes I feel more behind at the end of the day than I was at the beginning. For a driven person, that seems totally unacceptable...and continually frustrating.
I often wonder if people who have relatives nearby to help with children and life, itself, realize how very blessed they are. Since our marriage began, Tim and I never had relatives live in the same community, county, city or state where we reside. It has not been easy. Yet we learned to make it work. We learned that except for a few close friends, we are "all we have." And yet...we have so much more.
I once heard that Ruth Bell Graham, late wife of Billy Graham, used to run into her bedroom when she felt overwhelmed by parenting, family needs and life while her husband was away. She fell to her knees and called out to God to help her. He always did.
What a difference it makes when we realize He is with us. What a blessing it is to know that when God is "all we have," He will see us through. It may not be easy. But I cling to the truth, love and hope He continually shares. I pray that in the overwhelming days, circumstances and journey we face, we will learn to call on Him...and thank Him for never leaving us alone.<3~thl
"Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. I say to myself, 'The Lord is my portion: therefore I will wait for Him.'" Lamentaions 3: 22>24
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Again...for the seventh time!
It happened again! This is the seventh straight time! I don't know how much more my mom's heart can stand...but I am so grateful!
For the seventh year in a row, we watched one, (actually one year, it was both), of our children leave home to begin a new year of college! Seven years! That means lots of adjustments, lots of preparation, lots of prayers...and yes, lots of "I am so proud of you but I'm going to cry anyway because I'll miss you terribly" tears. Did I mention it is the seventh year in a row?
Seven seasons of "now what all do you need before you go back?" Seven "now keep in touch, be safe, study hard, call if you need us...and text us to let us know you're ok" speeches. Someone once said it's more challenging when our children grow up because there are more concerns, etc., etc., etc.. Now I understand...deeply.
As Rachel and Micah's Mom...I am thrilled for their countless opportunities to learn, grow, prepare and mature. Sure, I wonder if they are eating right, getting enough sleep, locking doors, arriving "home" safely, staying healthy, etc.. Yet I have accepted that although my heart is with them always, I am unable to be with them each moment to protect them. Or am I?
Directly...I am not. However, I am fully aware that our God is with them, watching them, protecting them, providing for them and guiding them. My constant prayers to Him certainly remind me that I trust Him with our precious children. He created them. He loves them. He has tremendous purpose for them. While I hold them in my heart, He holds them in His hands.
Thank You, God, for taking care of Micah during his Senior year in college. Thank You for another opportunity he has to learn so he may serve You even more. Please surround each student and young person as they learn, love and live for You.<3~thl
Jeremiah 29: 11>13
For the seventh year in a row, we watched one, (actually one year, it was both), of our children leave home to begin a new year of college! Seven years! That means lots of adjustments, lots of preparation, lots of prayers...and yes, lots of "I am so proud of you but I'm going to cry anyway because I'll miss you terribly" tears. Did I mention it is the seventh year in a row?
Seven seasons of "now what all do you need before you go back?" Seven "now keep in touch, be safe, study hard, call if you need us...and text us to let us know you're ok" speeches. Someone once said it's more challenging when our children grow up because there are more concerns, etc., etc., etc.. Now I understand...deeply.
As Rachel and Micah's Mom...I am thrilled for their countless opportunities to learn, grow, prepare and mature. Sure, I wonder if they are eating right, getting enough sleep, locking doors, arriving "home" safely, staying healthy, etc.. Yet I have accepted that although my heart is with them always, I am unable to be with them each moment to protect them. Or am I?
Directly...I am not. However, I am fully aware that our God is with them, watching them, protecting them, providing for them and guiding them. My constant prayers to Him certainly remind me that I trust Him with our precious children. He created them. He loves them. He has tremendous purpose for them. While I hold them in my heart, He holds them in His hands.
Thank You, God, for taking care of Micah during his Senior year in college. Thank You for another opportunity he has to learn so he may serve You even more. Please surround each student and young person as they learn, love and live for You.<3~thl
Jeremiah 29: 11>13
Thankful...
Dear God~Thank You for hearing our hearts when we have no words...for loving us when we feel unlovable...for carrying us when we have no strength...and for calling us Yours when it seems we're alone. Your love never fails.♥~thl
"Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4: 16>18
"Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4: 16>18
Friday, August 23, 2013
While I work...
As I prepared last night's meal, I did what I usually do before getting out all the pots, pans and dishes. I turned on the music. It wasn't contemporary Christian music this time nor was it country, rock or oldies music. It was my favorite...classical music.
While Micah watched sports in the next room, he never complained. He didn't ask me to turn it down since it was not exactly a quiet volume. I saw a slight grin on his face when he walked into the kitchen. That may have had something to do with me "slightly" singing along in pure classical fashion. :) My family knows me all too well. When I work, I enjoy music...playing, singing, dancing, even "air-directing" or "air violin" or "air piano"...and yes, even "air drums." It just makes life more enjoyable...positive...therapeutic...purposeful. There's just something about music that makes life more...complete.
I began thinking. What if everything we do is accompanied by offering gratitude to God? Whether doing laundry, cleaning house, sitting in traffic, grocery shopping, working on the job, brushing our teeth, taking a shower...or working outside...we can thank Him, praise Him and do our very best for Him. Somehow, I believe doing everything with an attitude of gratitude and praise will make life more...complete...and definitely God-honoring.<3~thl
"O my Strength, I sing praise to You; You, O God, are my fortress, my loving God." Psalm 59:17
While Micah watched sports in the next room, he never complained. He didn't ask me to turn it down since it was not exactly a quiet volume. I saw a slight grin on his face when he walked into the kitchen. That may have had something to do with me "slightly" singing along in pure classical fashion. :) My family knows me all too well. When I work, I enjoy music...playing, singing, dancing, even "air-directing" or "air violin" or "air piano"...and yes, even "air drums." It just makes life more enjoyable...positive...therapeutic...purposeful. There's just something about music that makes life more...complete.
I began thinking. What if everything we do is accompanied by offering gratitude to God? Whether doing laundry, cleaning house, sitting in traffic, grocery shopping, working on the job, brushing our teeth, taking a shower...or working outside...we can thank Him, praise Him and do our very best for Him. Somehow, I believe doing everything with an attitude of gratitude and praise will make life more...complete...and definitely God-honoring.<3~thl
"O my Strength, I sing praise to You; You, O God, are my fortress, my loving God." Psalm 59:17
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Healing with Hope...
Dear God~Thank You for healing...the sick, the blind, the bleeding, the lame, the diseased, the injured and the dead. What steadfast hope we have knowing that You not only heal bodies...but broken hearts, shattered lives, and lost souls! In a world desperately searching for love, peace, hope and purpose, I thank You for Your Presence, power and peace. There is always a reason...to hold onto You!<3~thl
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8: 38>39
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8: 38>39
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Healing hearts...
Dear God~As I listen, watch and live each day, my heart is deeply moved. I see tremendous pain in this world...physical, emotional, mental, spiritual. Yet it seems there is more pain in lives than lives to ease the pain. Please forgive us. Please grant us awareness, compassion and courage to reach them for You.<3~thl
May we help others to Heal:
Hear...their hearts, thoughts, struggles and story. Listen more than talk.
Encourage...them with understanding, concern and consistency.
Affirm...that they are valuable, loved and not alone now...or ever.
Lead...them to hope in Him and His love.<3~thl
"Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing." Proverbs 12: 18
May we help others to Heal:
Hear...their hearts, thoughts, struggles and story. Listen more than talk.
Encourage...them with understanding, concern and consistency.
Affirm...that they are valuable, loved and not alone now...or ever.
Lead...them to hope in Him and His love.<3~thl
"Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing." Proverbs 12: 18
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
All together...or held together?
"Who? Me? Seriously? Well, bless your heart. Thanks so much...but not me!"
I spoke those words this week to a very dear person in my life. They paid me a high compliment...from the bottom of their heart. But I had to respond in love...and truth.
Guess what they said? Hold on...brace yourself...and don't laugh...well, don't laugh too much. They said they thought I "have it all together." (Awww...so sweet...but soooooooo not true.)
Then I began thinking. No...I certainly do not have it all together. Not even close! But...God is holding me together...and that makes all the difference!
No...I don't have answers for everything that happens. No, I certainly do not understand what...when...where...or how...it will all work out in this life. However, I definitely know Who cares for me...when I struggle, fall, hurt, mess up, break down or walk away. He holds me close...loves me anyway...heals my brokenness...listens to my many questions...and then waits...until I am willing to listen...wait...surrender...and trust Him. It's a continual process. But He never gives up...and never lets me down.
No..I don't have it all together....but He holds me together. And together, He will lead me Home.<3~thl
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3: 5>6
I spoke those words this week to a very dear person in my life. They paid me a high compliment...from the bottom of their heart. But I had to respond in love...and truth.
Guess what they said? Hold on...brace yourself...and don't laugh...well, don't laugh too much. They said they thought I "have it all together." (Awww...so sweet...but soooooooo not true.)
Then I began thinking. No...I certainly do not have it all together. Not even close! But...God is holding me together...and that makes all the difference!
No...I don't have answers for everything that happens. No, I certainly do not understand what...when...where...or how...it will all work out in this life. However, I definitely know Who cares for me...when I struggle, fall, hurt, mess up, break down or walk away. He holds me close...loves me anyway...heals my brokenness...listens to my many questions...and then waits...until I am willing to listen...wait...surrender...and trust Him. It's a continual process. But He never gives up...and never lets me down.
No..I don't have it all together....but He holds me together. And together, He will lead me Home.<3~thl
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3: 5>6
When plans don't work, make new ones!
When plans don't work, make new ones! We had talked about plans for weeks...where we would go...what we would do...what we would eat...all the details were covered. Then plans changed. So we played with my new camera in our back yard. We still had fun. We ate on the deck. And it was a memorable time...even if the plans changed. I still have much to learn about photography...but one thing is for sure...I love my family. Thank You, God!<3~thl
Compass...Compassion...
Dear God~Today I once again thought about how the word "compass" is in the word "compassion." Just maybe the direction of someone's life can be completely changed...when another person shows genuine concern about them. Please help us to see the importance of caring about others. We never know the struggles someone else faces deep inside. Thank You, God, for Your faithful love and compassion...and the direction You have changed in my life.♥~thl
2 Corinthians 1: 3>4
2 Corinthians 1: 3>4
His Presence and Peace...
Dear God~Thank You for Your thoughts and plans. Thank You for Your Presence. Thank You for Your peace. I can't imagine a day without You in my life.♥~thl
"How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with You." Psalm 139: 17>18
"How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with You." Psalm 139: 17>18
Loving, Listening and Leading...
Thank You, God, for loving, listening and leading us each moment.♥~thl
"The Mighty One, God, the Lord, speaks and summons the earth from the rising of the sun to the place where it sets." Psalm 50: 1
"The Mighty One, God, the Lord, speaks and summons the earth from the rising of the sun to the place where it sets." Psalm 50: 1
Friday, August 16, 2013
"Filling in the blanks..."
Dear God~
I call this one of my "blank days."
These are days when my heart is so full, it seems empty...
My mind is so overloaded, I cannot think clearly.
I want to unleash all that's inside...but I am numb.
Sometimes I feel like a book...the kind with empty pages.
Sure, there's a story...a message...a life...and many chapters.
But the pages are left untouched...blank...
Empty...yet so very full.
At the end of this day, I praise You...
For dear friends who reached out compassionately,
For a husband who kissed me before going to work,
For a son and daughter who told me they loved me.
Thank You, God, for "filling in the blanks."
For even when there are no words, answers or explanations,
You fill my life with love and joy.
Even on "blank days," I am blessed and I am grateful.♥~thl
"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3: 17
I call this one of my "blank days."
These are days when my heart is so full, it seems empty...
My mind is so overloaded, I cannot think clearly.
I want to unleash all that's inside...but I am numb.
Sometimes I feel like a book...the kind with empty pages.
Sure, there's a story...a message...a life...and many chapters.
But the pages are left untouched...blank...
Empty...yet so very full.
At the end of this day, I praise You...
For dear friends who reached out compassionately,
For a husband who kissed me before going to work,
For a son and daughter who told me they loved me.
Thank You, God, for "filling in the blanks."
For even when there are no words, answers or explanations,
You fill my life with love and joy.
Even on "blank days," I am blessed and I am grateful.♥~thl
"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3: 17
Thursday, August 15, 2013
Another...
Another day has come and gone.
Another night is here.
Another morning may soon arrive.
Another time we share.
Did I serve You well?
Did I share Your love?
Did my life reflect hope?
Did my heart truly care?
Did I listen to You?
Did my words match my deeds?
Did I respect others' hearts?
Did I repair what was wrong?
Another day has come and gone.
Another night is here.
Another morning may soon arrive.
Dear God, may I live it..for You.♥~thl
Another night is here.
Another morning may soon arrive.
Another time we share.
Did I serve You well?
Did I share Your love?
Did my life reflect hope?
Did my heart truly care?
Did I listen to You?
Did my words match my deeds?
Did I respect others' hearts?
Did I repair what was wrong?
Another day has come and gone.
Another night is here.
Another morning may soon arrive.
Dear God, may I live it..for You.♥~thl
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Working with....or being worked...
"Working with people is very different than working people." (Beth Moore)
Working with people...can be very positive and productive. We have enjoyed that many times with family, friends, jobs, churches and neighborhoods. What wonderful memories and blessings are shared!
Working people...also brings back memories. We have probably all been used, manipulated, taken for granted or deceived at some time in our lives. How thrilling when treated like we are wanted, needed, valued and included. Yet how heartbroken after realizing we were only temporarily "useful" for someone else's selfish gain...followed by rejection and isolation.
Tragically, this happens much too often among "christians." I have seen others' tears, heard their cries, watched it unfold repeatedly...and yes...felt its painful, deep sting numerous times in my own life. It is my prayer that we learn to love others as He loves us...unconditionally, unselfishly, genuinely and consistently. May our actions speak much more effectively for Him than words.♥~thl
"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." 1 John 4: 7>8
Working with people...can be very positive and productive. We have enjoyed that many times with family, friends, jobs, churches and neighborhoods. What wonderful memories and blessings are shared!
Working people...also brings back memories. We have probably all been used, manipulated, taken for granted or deceived at some time in our lives. How thrilling when treated like we are wanted, needed, valued and included. Yet how heartbroken after realizing we were only temporarily "useful" for someone else's selfish gain...followed by rejection and isolation.
Tragically, this happens much too often among "christians." I have seen others' tears, heard their cries, watched it unfold repeatedly...and yes...felt its painful, deep sting numerous times in my own life. It is my prayer that we learn to love others as He loves us...unconditionally, unselfishly, genuinely and consistently. May our actions speak much more effectively for Him than words.♥~thl
"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." 1 John 4: 7>8
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Life jackets or cement blocks...
Dear God~
I recently read a quote that said something similar to this..
"Sometimes it seems when I am drowning and need a life jacket,
I am thrown a cement block instead."
My heart breaks for the times I miss those who are hurting.
Please help me see, hear, care and reach them for You.
You love us...genuinely.
You care about us...faithfully.
You hold us...continually.
May we never be too busy to hear the hurting.
May we share life jackets instead of cement blocks.
May we reflect You...genuinely, faithfully, continually.♥~thl
"Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you peoples. For great is His love toward us, and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever. Praise the Lord." Psalm 117
I recently read a quote that said something similar to this..
"Sometimes it seems when I am drowning and need a life jacket,
I am thrown a cement block instead."
My heart breaks for the times I miss those who are hurting.
Please help me see, hear, care and reach them for You.
You love us...genuinely.
You care about us...faithfully.
You hold us...continually.
May we never be too busy to hear the hurting.
May we share life jackets instead of cement blocks.
May we reflect You...genuinely, faithfully, continually.♥~thl
"Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you peoples. For great is His love toward us, and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever. Praise the Lord." Psalm 117
My Rock...
Dear God~Thank You for....
strength in our weakness,
peace in life's turmoil,
hope in uncertainty and
love in our restlessness.
You are The One to Whom I cling, my Father, Healer, Savior and King ♥~thl
"There is no one holy like the Lord; there is no one besides You; there is no Rock like our God."
1 Samuel 2: 2
strength in our weakness,
peace in life's turmoil,
hope in uncertainty and
love in our restlessness.
You are The One to Whom I cling, my Father, Healer, Savior and King ♥~thl
"There is no one holy like the Lord; there is no one besides You; there is no Rock like our God."
1 Samuel 2: 2
Praise Him...(4)
"Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost! Amen!"
Dear God~You are Creator, Comforter and Companion...ever Present and all Powerful! May my thoughts, words and actions continually and consistently praise You...above all!♥~thl
Dear God~You are Creator, Comforter and Companion...ever Present and all Powerful! May my thoughts, words and actions continually and consistently praise You...above all!♥~thl
Praise Him...(3)
"Praise Him above, ye heavenly hosts..."
Dear God~I can only imagine the incredible glory and praise that already resound in Your Presence. The angels, prophets, disciples...and so many loved ones who have gone Home...lifting hands, hearts and voices to You...must be beyond mere mortal words. I so look forward to The Day when we are all joined together...eternally worshiping You...forever...and ever...hallelujah!♥~thl
Dear God~I can only imagine the incredible glory and praise that already resound in Your Presence. The angels, prophets, disciples...and so many loved ones who have gone Home...lifting hands, hearts and voices to You...must be beyond mere mortal words. I so look forward to The Day when we are all joined together...eternally worshiping You...forever...and ever...hallelujah!♥~thl
Praise Him...(2)
"Praise Him all creatures here below..."
Dear God~May every life on this planet learn of Your love, and respond in praise with each remaining breath. You are worthy!♥~thl
Dear God~May every life on this planet learn of Your love, and respond in praise with each remaining breath. You are worthy!♥~thl
Praise Him...(1)
"Praise God from Whom all blessings flow..."
Thank You, God, for being our Protector, Provider, Redeemer and Restorer.♥~thl
Thank You, God, for being our Protector, Provider, Redeemer and Restorer.♥~thl
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Seeking You...
Dear God~
I look to You,
I lean on You,
I listen for You.
I long for You.
I love through You.
I am loved by You.
My journey continues with You.
Lead me, Precious Lord.♥~thl
"We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield. In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name. May Your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in You." Psalm 33: 20>22
I look to You,
I lean on You,
I listen for You.
I long for You.
I love through You.
I am loved by You.
My journey continues with You.
Lead me, Precious Lord.♥~thl
"We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield. In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name. May Your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in You." Psalm 33: 20>22
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
Breathe...
Dear God~
Sometimes words do not suffice, yet You hear when all we can do is breathe...
Being aware of Your constant Presence...
Resting assured that You hold us each moment,
Enjoying every blessing You give us daily,
Anticipating hope for You know what is best,
Trusting that You will see us through this journey,
Holding onto Your promises and healing,
Embracing Your love, grace, mercy and peace.
We thank You for each breath You provide and protect. You are amazing!♥~thl
"You are my God, and I will give You thanks; You are my God, and I will exalt You." Psalm 118: 28
Sometimes words do not suffice, yet You hear when all we can do is breathe...
Being aware of Your constant Presence...
Resting assured that You hold us each moment,
Enjoying every blessing You give us daily,
Anticipating hope for You know what is best,
Trusting that You will see us through this journey,
Holding onto Your promises and healing,
Embracing Your love, grace, mercy and peace.
We thank You for each breath You provide and protect. You are amazing!♥~thl
"You are my God, and I will give You thanks; You are my God, and I will exalt You." Psalm 118: 28
Monday, August 5, 2013
Heavenly Hug...
Dear God~
More than anything, I longed for a hug from You today.
That was all I could think of as the day continued.
Tonight, as I searched for a devotion Scripture verse,
I found one immediately...already underlined...in plain sight.
Thank You, God, for a "heavenly hug" at just the right moment.
You are amazing...and Your love never fails.♥~thl
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." (Isaiah 41: 13)
More than anything, I longed for a hug from You today.
That was all I could think of as the day continued.
Tonight, as I searched for a devotion Scripture verse,
I found one immediately...already underlined...in plain sight.
Thank You, God, for a "heavenly hug" at just the right moment.
You are amazing...and Your love never fails.♥~thl
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." (Isaiah 41: 13)
Sunday, August 4, 2013
Thirsty...and Thankful...
Dear God~
Sometimes there are no words.
Sometimes there are no answers.
Sometimes there is nothing left.
Sometimes there is no strength.
Thank You for hearing my heart.
Thank You for calming my soul.
Thank You for holding me together.
Thank You for carrying me through.♥~thl
"As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for You, O God." Psalm 42: 1
Sometimes there are no words.
Sometimes there are no answers.
Sometimes there is nothing left.
Sometimes there is no strength.
Thank You for hearing my heart.
Thank You for calming my soul.
Thank You for holding me together.
Thank You for carrying me through.♥~thl
"As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for You, O God." Psalm 42: 1
In the quiet of this night...
Dear God~As I listen to the quiet of this night, I thank You for Your Presence and unfailing love. Please speak to my soul, still my thoughts, touch my heart and lead me in this journey. May every breath I breathe be spent seeking You...above all.♥~thl
Colossians 3: 23>24
Colossians 3: 23>24
Friday, August 2, 2013
Sharing Him...
Dear God~As hearts ache, bodies tremble and tears fall quietly behind countless closed doors, I pray to You, the Author of healing and hope. Please touch the wounded with Your hands, present them with Your peace and lavish them with Your love.
May we share You with others as we...
approach instead of abandon,
care instead of criticize,
listen instead of label,
pray instead of preach,
include instead of ignore,
share grace instead of gossip,
compassion instead of cliches
and love...as You love us...
unconditionally, consistently, sacrificially and authentically...
changing lives forever.
In His Precious, Holy and Life-Changing Name I pray. Amen.
♥~thl
"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from His love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2: 1>4
May we share You with others as we...
approach instead of abandon,
care instead of criticize,
listen instead of label,
pray instead of preach,
include instead of ignore,
share grace instead of gossip,
compassion instead of cliches
and love...as You love us...
unconditionally, consistently, sacrificially and authentically...
changing lives forever.
In His Precious, Holy and Life-Changing Name I pray. Amen.
♥~thl
"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from His love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2: 1>4
Thursday, August 1, 2013
Comfort...not a suggestion...
"'Comfort, comfort my people,' says your God" Isaiah 40: 1
Some of my greatest college experiences were being a part of the KCC/U Concert Choir. What a difference that made in my life. I learned about music, people, touring, traveling and so much more.
My favorite tour was the "The Messiah" during my senior year. George Friderick Handel, (1685>1759), began composing this incredible oratorio August 22, 1741 and finished the following September 14, 1741. As remarkable as that brief timeframe is, Handel also took the text from literal Scripture, a rare and yet most effective approach that continues to touch lives hundreds of years later.
I remain fascinated that the first vocal piece presented is "Comfort ye my People." I find that significant. God didn't "suggest" or "wish" that others would be comforted. He spoke it...directly, clearly, without hesitation or confusion. He told us to do it...plain and simple.
Impressively, our conductor Richard Hargrove, began class differently that fall. We didn't immediately go to the risers and rehearse. We sat together in a classroom, listened to the music and his words. He realized this level of music was challenging but believed we could learn and share it with excellence for God. He encouraged us, listened to our questions and led us through a tremendous semester. He truly comforted us...as we learned about The Comforter...so we would share His comfort with others.
As we closed our final concert with the great "Hallelujah" chorus, (my most favorite music of all time), my spirit soared. I knew God had allowed me to witness incredible examples of comfort...musically, spiritually and otherwise that semester. When we comfort others, we grow in Him. We serve Him. We honor Him. We glorify Him. We share Him. There is no better word for me to express His love and compassion than to simply say "Hallelujah" to Him, my Comforter, Savior, Lord and King.♥~thl
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, Who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God," 2 Corinthians 1: 3>4
Some of my greatest college experiences were being a part of the KCC/U Concert Choir. What a difference that made in my life. I learned about music, people, touring, traveling and so much more.
My favorite tour was the "The Messiah" during my senior year. George Friderick Handel, (1685>1759), began composing this incredible oratorio August 22, 1741 and finished the following September 14, 1741. As remarkable as that brief timeframe is, Handel also took the text from literal Scripture, a rare and yet most effective approach that continues to touch lives hundreds of years later.
I remain fascinated that the first vocal piece presented is "Comfort ye my People." I find that significant. God didn't "suggest" or "wish" that others would be comforted. He spoke it...directly, clearly, without hesitation or confusion. He told us to do it...plain and simple.
Impressively, our conductor Richard Hargrove, began class differently that fall. We didn't immediately go to the risers and rehearse. We sat together in a classroom, listened to the music and his words. He realized this level of music was challenging but believed we could learn and share it with excellence for God. He encouraged us, listened to our questions and led us through a tremendous semester. He truly comforted us...as we learned about The Comforter...so we would share His comfort with others.
As we closed our final concert with the great "Hallelujah" chorus, (my most favorite music of all time), my spirit soared. I knew God had allowed me to witness incredible examples of comfort...musically, spiritually and otherwise that semester. When we comfort others, we grow in Him. We serve Him. We honor Him. We glorify Him. We share Him. There is no better word for me to express His love and compassion than to simply say "Hallelujah" to Him, my Comforter, Savior, Lord and King.♥~thl
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, Who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God," 2 Corinthians 1: 3>4
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