Total trust and surrender...

Her response was simple yet devoted.  When the angel appeared to Mary, telling Mary she would give birth to the Son of God, Mary accepted the call calmly and kindly.

She didn't understand every detail.  She had questions.  She did not expect this to happen in her life.

Yet her response was one of complete trust and surrender.

I wonder how I would have responded.  I believe I would not have been so cooperative.  Yet Mary simply spoke:

"I am the Lord's servant, " Mary answered.  "May it be to me as you have said."  Then the angel left her."  Luke 1: 38

May my focus be solely on trusting, serving and following Him above all.  May I simply say...Yes, Lord, I am Yours and I trust You...through it all.♥~thl

For His glory...

Dear God~May all that happens in my life reflect glory, honor and praise to You...and all You have done in our lives. You are faithful!♥~thl

"Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom His favor rests." Luke 2: 14

Weekend blessings...

The past two weekends have been tremendously blessed...way beyond words! Last weekend, Tim, Rachel and I were asked to sing on the praise team as well as share special music. This weekend, we were involved in the Christmas musical with many wonderful, dear people. Thank you, LCC, for being so kind, warm and precious to us. We love you all and thank God for you! We truly see His love and light in you! Thank You, God!♥~thl

We will worship...

What an incredible worship service at LCC tonight! The spirit of God was abundant and honored. How interesting that severe storms are now moving through our area. But I know that He is with us in the storms, as well. I will praise Him in the storms...and always. Thank You, God, for Your love, hope, peace and Presence!♥~thl

Marvelous revealing...

As glorious celebrations unfold this Christmas season, I can't help but try to imagine the wonder of that first Christmas night.  In the middle of ordinary...was extraordinary.  In the middle of darkness...was light.  In the middle of pain...arrived Peace.  In the middle of uncertainty...was Truth.  In the middle of unforeseen...was God...delivering love, hope and life..for eternity. 

No one fully understood God's power or plan then.  Yet there were some who trusted Him...and their lives were changed forever. 

Knowing how marvelous, majestic and magnificent He was then...reminds me to trust Him with my life now.  In the middle of my journey...His Presence makes it all worthwhile and full of wonder.♥~thl

"O Lord, You are my God; I will exalt You and praise Your Name, for in perfect faithfulness You have done marvelous things, things planned long ago."  Isaiah 25: 1

Precious Practice...

What a wonderful time of fun and fellowship tonight brought!  It was the dress rehearsal for our upcoming Christmas program this weekend at LCC. 

I was a bit concerned about going, though.  I had to leave last Sunday evening's rehearsal unexpectedly and missed some vital instructions and information.  Additionally, returning tonight found me slightly uncomfortable because I had to attend without my husband.  Tim leads a few entrances so not only did I miss the last rehearsal but now I had to learn some important cues...alone.

And yet I was not alone.  There were incredible people smiling, hugging, laughing and helping me find my way...literally and figuratively.  They didn't just play a part in the rehearsal.  They reflected genuine concern, kindness and assistance.  Some literally walked me in and out of the building for various cues.  Another rescued me before I totally missed an entrance.  Someone else helped me through a very rapid costume change while stating, "Don't worry, Terri.  I'm here for you." 

I began thinking.  I went to rehearsal apprehensive although thrilled to participate.  Yet I left rehearsal feeling excited, embraced and included.  Precious deeds of kindness made all the difference during those few hours together.

I wonder how many lives would change if we carry out kindness, concern, respect and love with those we meet daily.   I know many on this path of life need hugs, smiles, laughter and assistance as they try to find their way.  Perhaps we can walk with them through a difficult time in their lives.  Maybe we can encourage them as they encounter changes in their lives.  Maybe some simply need to hear, "Don't worry.  I'm here for you." 

I am so grateful for the LCC family who has made me feel like I belong.  I pray His love and His light will be extended to others by all of us so they will belong to Him, too.♥~thl

"Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth."  1 John 3: 18

Kindness matters....

It never ceases to warm my heart when someone shares kindness with others.  What a gift we can share with each other continually. 

I have been on the receiving end of kind words and know how much it means to me.  At the most challenging times, someone speaks with kindness and my entire perception changes.  I have also been on the giving end and although I didn't realize my words were anything significant, watching someone else smile because of a few kind words, is priceless.

Often, we find ourselves too busy, too rushed, too overwhelmed or too stressed to think about others.  However, I wonder how different this world would be if we accepted a challenge to speak kindly to someone else daily...deliberately, thoughtfully, sincerely, authentically.  Perhaps that is needed more in someone's life than we may ever realize. Perahps it would even change our lives, too.♥~thl

"Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones."  Proverbs 16:  24

Hope is here...

Although it is a time of year for celebration, decoration and adoration, many hearts are broken.  For now, I share a simple thought.

Wherever you are on this journey of life, you are never alone.  Whatever you are facing, you are never alone.  However the cares of life have burdened you, you are never alone.  And...you are always loved! 

Hope is here.  It arrived in a manger and left a tomb empty. It is life-changing.  It makes all the difference. He is with us and He loves us.♥~thl

"O my Strength, I watch for You; You, O God, are my fortress, my loving God."  Psalm 59:  9

Moonlight moments...

While recently walking our puppies on a moonlit night, Tim and I noticed the incredible beauty of God's creation once again.  Not only was the full moon, the sky and light illuminating the earth absolutely stunning, but even our precious puppies' coats seem to glow!  Had it not been so cold outside, I could have enjoyed the beauty for a very, very long time.

I began thinking.  I wonder what difference it would make if we took more time to bask in God's precious love and light...and reflected Him more consistently and compassionately.  When viewing life through His hope, love, peace and purpose, our perspectives would certainly change considerably.  What we do, how we speak, where we go and who we love would all be influenced. 

May we take time to know Him, love Him, share Him and shine for Him.  May He truly be the light of our lives.♥~thl

"The Lord watches over you--the Lord is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.  The Lord will keep you from all harm--He will watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore."  Psalm 121:  5>8

Who He is...yet loving me...

"Praise the Lord. Praise God in His sanctuary; Praise Him in His mighty heavens. Praise Him for His acts of power; Praise Him for His surpassing greatness." Psalm 150: 1>2

Dear God~You are holy, mighty, powerful and great. You are loving and faithful. Thank You for being You...and for loving me.♥~thl

In each...

"From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the Lord is to be praised." Psalm 113: 3

May each moment, each day, each deed and each breath of my life exalt You, Dear God! You are my hope, my strength, my peace and my purpose.♥~thl

Audience of One...

I just can't wrap my mind around it!  How overwhelming to realize that the Creator of the Universe, God Himself, The Great I Am, The Alpha and Omega...designed, created and placed me on this planet for a purpose!  I can't even begin to process it. 

When I inwardly reflect on how I've lived my life, it saddens me to know I haven't served Him more.  When I review my present life around me, I am disappointed to realize I have fallen so short..  Yet when I look up to Him, I am reminded that hope is not lost, His love is not gone and His purpose remains.

Although I may never comprehend the depths of His love, I will continually seek His light and leading in my life.  May I never lose sight that the King of Kings and Lord of Lords...loves me, forgives me, holds me and has a plan for me.  May my life be completely focused on my Audience of One.♥~thl

"Your hands made me and formed me; give me understanding to learn Your commands."  Psalm 119: 73   

A season of steps...

It's been a very long time.  Until several weeks ago, years had passed since I had stepped onto a platform in a Church building.  I had almost forgotten how it felt. I had adjusted well to quiet entrance, endurance and exit. But there was absolute purpose in those years of rest, renewal and refocus.

Growing up in an active Church family, I spent many years on "a platform."  Those precious and patient people asked me to play piano for a Sunday morning service when I was nine years young.  (A definite emergency need, no doubt!)  At fifteen years, I played organ for a wedding.  During childhood, teen years, college years, located ministry and volunteer ministry, there were frequent opportunities to play, sing or direct.  It became familiar and enjoyable. 

A time of rest soon arrived unexpectedly, however.  God knew it was time to renew my spirit, restore my soul and refresh my focus.  Honestly, I embraced this time much more than I ever imagined possible.  I learned to lean on Him in new ways.  I learned to accept that it wasn't what I was doing...or being...or presenting...that made Him accept me.   He loved me...even when I was simply holding onto Him. 

Opportunities to become involved in Christmas events recently brought me out of this past season.  I had become comfortable listening, learning and leaning on Him.  It was time.  It was necessary.  It was wonderful. 

Stepping onto a platform recently...sometimes with a microphone in hand...has been tremendously humbling.  I am simple.  I am ordinary.  I am much less qualified than so many others.  But God has said..."Follow me."

Isn't life like that?  We step onto a "platform" each moment of life's journey.  We are handed a "microphone" as others watch and listen to us.  We may not feel qualified.  We may not be comfortable.  We may know others who could complete the task far better.  Yet God has asked us to follow Him.  How do we do that?  We love Him.  We listen to Him.  We trust Him.  We walk with Him, talk with Him and learn from Him.  We know that wherever He leads us,  He is with us.  May my steps...my voice...my focus...always remain...close to Him.♥~thl

"He has showed you, O man, what is good.  And what does the Lord require of you?  To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God."  Micah 6: 8  

Watch, wait and will....

Life seemed different years ago.  Growing up in a family of seven people certainly wasn't boring.  There was plenty to do, plenty to learn and plenty of activity.  Yet life didn't seem as rushed and overwhelming then.  There were times for visiting relatives, Sunday afternoon drives, family entertainment and moments with neighbors. 

What changed?  We now have more conveniences and communication options, yet we visit less, work more and multi-task as a way of life. Ask someone how they are doing and the common response is...very tired.  We have microwave ovens, dishwashers, riding lawnmowers, snow blowers, computers, cell phones and so much more.  Yet we seem to accomplish less, rest less and remain frustrated. 

The word "wait" seems to bring an audible gasp, it seems.  I remember going to the grocery store as a child with my Mom.  There were no scanners, bar codes or debit cards.  There was a huge machine the cashier used with many rows of numbers.  For each item purchased, the numbers of the price were punched across the machine, while we waited.  Now, we become impatient if the scanner doesn't process the price the first time. 

We don't have time to wait.  We don't have time to enjoy life. We barely have time for others.  We are tired, weary, overwhelmed and constantly stressed.  A doctor told me several years ago that the vast majority of health conditions found in hospital beds are directly related to stress.  How do we handle life's demands?

There's no easy answer. Yet one of my favorite Scripture verses encourages me greatly with three "W" words:  watch, wait and will.  Focusing more on God, the hope He brings and the assurance of His Presence will soothe my soul on this often hurried journey.  May I watch for Him continually, wait for His guidance and rely on His assurance that He hears my every prayer.  He is my Savior, my strength and my song...and He always has time for me. He is faithful.  May I always take time for Him.♥~thl

"But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me."  Micah 7: 7

Seasons with reason...

Seasons...when we hear that word, we think of holiday seasons, seasons of the year, seasons for sports such as football and basketball.  As my life continues, I realize that life contains seasons, too. 

We experience infancy, toddler, childhood and teenager seasons.  Other seasons include high school, college, dating, marriage, family and retirement. Yet there are also seasons of challenge, growth, achievement, celebrations, loss, uncertainty and waiting.

Reflecting as this year comes to a close, I am aware of multiple seasons in my own life.  Some have been incredibly blessed.  Some have been heartbreaking.  Some have been uncertain.  Some have been amazing.  I hope that I handled each season as I should have.  I pray that I honored Him above all.  I continually wonder if I did what was best and, when I didn't, what life lessons I learned.

Then I read this beautiful Scripture passage which reminded me that Jesus gave very clear guidance on what is of greatest importance during each season.  May I hold Him dear and honor Him more as the remainder of my journey unfolds.♥~thl

"'The most important one,' answered Jesus, 'is this:  Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one.  Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. The second is this: Love your neighbor as yourself.  There is no commandment greater than these.'"  Mark 12:  29>31

Simple gifts...

Tonight my thought is simple.  I pray for each heart, life and individual facing struggles in this life.  Sometimes we become so involved in activities, goals, schedules and accomplishments that we forget about others' journeys.

Although it is impossible to heal every wound of every person, there are ways to touch each life we meet.  They are simple.  They are effective.  They are needed.  They make a difference...far more than we may ever know.

Tonight...tomorrow...next week...next year...may we focus on sharing these gifts from God with each person in our path.  I can only imagine the outreach and the outcome if these were shared genuinely, consistently and compassionately.  I don't know one person whose life would not benefit from being touched by someone who truly cares.

May our prayers and our lives be focused on Him and sharing Him with hearts that long for hope.♥~thl

Gifts to freely share:
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.  Against such things there is no law."  Galations 5: 22 > 23

Warm and Wondering...

It's amazing.  It's been a wintry weekend with rain, freezing rain, sleet and snow.  Another round is due tomorrow evening.  And...a little reminder here...our house heating system is dead...gone...not working...permanently retired.  Of course, it decided to shut down last Friday just before bad weather arrived.

Yet...because of the kindness of Christian people who own the heating/air business, as well as my dear husband's wisdom, this has been a relatively warm weekend in our home.  Running electric heaters loaned to us by the HVAC company...as well as the kerosene heater Tim bought just in time...we have remained warm.  In fact, it has been months since I was able to walk around the house in shorts and a light top...but I did just that during the past couple days.  Once again, I am reminded of God's faithfulness and provision.

I am also reminded of how God has worked through folks who offered their heaters, homes, consistent concern and continued prayers.  At times like these, we truly discover the hearts of precious folks.  Some of them have been friends for a long time.  Others are folks we barely know.  But they cared, not just in words, but in sincere actions. Their talk was matched by their walk.

I have been thinking.   How many times do we say we care...and not follow through on helping someone in need?  How many times do we say we will pray for someone...and forget to do so?  How many times do we "wish people well" and yet keep a distance from them?  How many times do we raise our hands to God in praise...but neglect reaching out to others in His name?

I am touched when I see the acts of many during this special season as they feed, clothe and assist others in need.  Yet I can't help but wonder why we seem to limit ourselves to this during Thanksgiving or Christmas...when  needs exist all year long.

Through the retirement of a twenty-one year old heat/air system, I am reminded of the importance of true kindness, concern and outreach.  The old adage is true...actions speak louder than words...and I am so thankful for God...and the folks He shines through...who live it each day.♥~thl

"What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds?  Can such faith save him?  Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food.  If one of you says to him, 'Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed,' but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it?  In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead."  James 2: 14>17

Precious priorities...

We don't usually consider such details.  But tonight was different.  Tonight was a rare time when all four of us could attend the Church service together.  Then we remembered one small detail.  Our heat system has been broken for days.  Our only heat sources now are a kerosene heater and some electric heaters.  If we left and turned them off, we would return to a very cold house.  Leaving any of them on while we were gone was not an option, of course, due to safety.  What would we do?

Since I have been battling bronchitis, etc. all week, I chose to stay at home, stay out of the cold air, protect my lungs and voice while making sure the house was kept safe and warm.  I was not happy about missing the service but I knew it was for the best. I was reminded of how many times we walk away from our home, trusting a heat system for warmth until we return.  We repeatedly take for granted what is so important in our home and lives.

I began thinking.  How many times do we take God for granted?  How many times do we walk away from Him in our lives with our choices, behavior, words or attitudes and never give Him a second thought?  How many times do we believe that He will take care of us, keep us safe, protect and provide for us...yet never thank Him?  How many times are we more interested in our lives than His love? Our schedules than His sacrifice?  Our goals than His grace?

I hope that we will learn to focus much more on Him than ourselves.  For what He has done, is doing and will do far exceeds anything else we know.  He changes lives with His love.  May we love Him enough to change our priorities to praising and pursuing a life with Him.♥~thl

"I lie down and sleep; I wake again, because the Lord sustains me." Psalm 3: 5

Outdated yet outstanding...

It finally happened.  I have been searching for it for years!  I finally found it and the price was very reasonable.  So I ordered it and now have it here at home with me.  I can hardly wait to begin using it.

My family knows how much I have used Gregg Shorthand over the years.  I learned it during my senior year in high school.  It helped on jobs.  It helped tremendously in college.  It helped during my director days.  It helps while taking notes during Church services as well as on shopping lists.  It is especially useful during Christmas time when I make notes to myself that my family can't read.

Although it's been "a few" years since high school, I still recall some of the basics and the "brief forms." Yet I realized that I needed to locate a book to refresh my skills.  Unfortunately, shorthand has become quite a "lost art" over the years, which makes finding a book quite a challenge.

The search for it has been extensive and disappointing...until a week ago.  I found one online and ordered it.  A bit apprehensive, I figured that for thirty cents, I couldn't go wrong.  (Shipping was around four dollars but I didn't mind!)  Yes...my $4.30 purchase was minimal at the time.  But when the package arrived with a book published forty-two years ago, in mint condition, I was thrilled!  Skimming the pages, I already recall more of the techniques and brief forms than I imagined possible this soon. 

No, the book may not be valued greatly by many, but it is a priceless treasure to me!  I began thinking.

Isn't that similar to life?  Sometimes we may feel we are simple with nothing special to offer in a fast-paced, technologically advanced world.  We may feel outdated, insignificant or less than valuable to an ever-changing world.  But God...sees us differently!

God designed us very significantly and specifically with purpose and value.  That truth in itself  will change our lives when we accept and embrace it.  He also works through us to touch others.  It may be a word we speak, a hug we share, a moment we listen or a way we show that we care...which changes someone's life completely.  We don't have to be the most eloquent, educated or equipped individual on the planet to be effective for Him.  We simply need to be available and willing examples of His love, hope and faithfulness.  What God can do through a simple, willing heart is extraordinary. 

Yes, I am so grateful for my simple, inexpensive, outdated book which will be quite helpful in my life.  But I am even more grateful for a Heavenly Father Whose hope, healing, purpose and plan are never outdated and have changed me forever!♥~thl  Acts 3: 5>10  

Love beyond words...

It stirs in the very depths of my heart.  It always has.  It always will.

There's never a moment when we should stop sharing God's love.  Each moment is a gift and an opportunity we will never relive.

Yet...we miss these opportunities far too often.  Rather than commend, we criticize.  Rather than ask, we are apathetic.  Rather than encourage, we exclude.  Rather than glorify, we gossip.  Rather than care, we condemn.  Rather than reach out, we run down.  Rather than love....we lose a moment to touch a life...perhaps forever. 

I wonder what would happen if we became more aware of the importance of each moment we have and each person placed in our path.  What would happen if we extended this beyond special seasons and celebrations, making it a daily practice?  Would it change other lives?  Would it change us?  Would it reflect His love much more genuinely and effectively than words alone?

Today I thank God for His faithfulness in loving me.  Today I realize that the best way to show my gratitude to Him is to love others.  May I remember that He is God...and I am not.  May my life and my love be all about Him...and not about me.  May I love...every moment.♥~thl

"May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else, just as ours does for you.  May He strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the Presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all His holy ones."  1 Thessalonians 3: 12>13

Peaceful perception...

As this season continues to unfold...and as winter weather draws closer, I notice a growing sense of urgency, weariness and concern.  There's so much to do.  Time is running out.  How will so much be accomplished with all that is happening around us? 

I feel it, too...much more than I intended.  Although my plans begin months ahead, I somehow feel the rush, the pressure and the panic no matter how hard I try to avoid it.  What should be a celebration of a miracle becomes a competition and marathon.  Instead of enjoying and embracing this time of year, I find myself frustrated and frantic. 

Then I read this Scripture passage which revealed my dilemma.  My perception has been about what needs to be done...instead of Who He is now...and forever.  May I focus on His purpose, His peace, His Precious Son and His Presence..always.♥~thl

"The Lord gives strength to His people; the Lord blesses His people with peace."  Psalm 29: 11

Cookbooks and community...

Those who know me well know that I thoroughly enjoy...and...collect cookbooks. That should come as no surprise since I greatly enjoy cooking.  Yet there is so much more to this story than gathering various cookbook volumes.

Cookbooks represent people in various seasons of my life.  Tonight, as I shared a recipe with my daughter, I remembered a time, during my teen years, when my home church assembled this specific cookbook. Several of us helped type it before sending it to the publisher.  (There were no PCs then.)  Now as I look through it, I see names of many dear folks who have gone Home.  I also see names of dear friends whom I miss so very much.  I remember the potluck dinners, the laughter, specific dishes these southern cooks created and the times we shared together. Each cookbook represents loved ones, seasons and memories I cherish deeply.

Cookbooks also remind me of love...people working together for a common cause while enjoying purpose, unity and abilities.  I think we could certainly learn from that. 

There is no greater purpose than to love God, love others and reflect Him in all we do.  May each season He allows in our lives become a moment to share, surrender and serve Him wholeheartedly.  What a collection of memories and changed lives that could bring!♥~thl

"Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God."  Ephesians 5: 1>2

Simple, loving moments...

I promise not to share puppy stories all the time.  But this one captured my heart today and of course, led to a devotion idea. 

I went to check on "the boys" as they played in the yard this afternoon.  They were so thrilled when they saw me walking toward them.  As I talked to them, they began barking and wagging their little tails with such excitement. 

When I was close to them, Boomer moved into his usual "rub my tummy" pose.  Before I could even bend down to pet him, Beethoven literally jumped up in the air trying to land in my arms. That put a smile on my face.  They know we love them and care for them.  They know we meet their needs.  Yet just knowing they wanted me to spend time with them, holding them, warmed my heart.  We had quite a "hug fest"...and a few puppy kisses were shared with me, too.  :) 

I began thinking.  I wonder how God feels when we make time for Him.  I wonder about His beautiful smile when we show enthusiasm and anticipation for simply embracing His Presence. He often hears our requests, our needs and our circumstances.  Yet enjoying a relationship with Him that includes love, trust and peace must truly warm His heart.

Many times I want Him to hold me and assure me that He has everything in His hands.  Other times, I long for moments with Him in peaceful, precious silence.  It is my hope that time with Him is not so focused on Him hearing me...but my heart hearing and praising Him. Just maybe...those precious times together between our Heavenly Father and His child...bring smiles to both of us.♥~thl   

"For the Lord is good and His love endures forever;  His faithfulness continues through all generations."  Psalm 100: 5

Amazing assurance...

Tonight I simply long to bask in His loving, precious and assured Presence.  As the cares of this world surround me and the frailty of life faces me, I seek Him above all else.  For He is God...always, forever, eternally and unquestionably.  Knowing He holds me in His hand gives me peace, hope and strength.  Thank You, God, for never changing.  You are amazing.♥~thl

"You, O Lord, reign forever; Your throne endures from generation to generation."  Lamentations 5: 19

The Focus of our tree...

It was a relaxed day with my family as we finished decorating the tree in our living room.  Although it was already in the stand and lights were in place, ornaments and finishing touches needed to be completed today. 

One of our traditions is placing a "Baby Jesus" ornament on the tree each year.  Since our children were born, they have anticipated finding that special ornament and displaying it as the focal point of the tree.  Today was no exception.

Usually that ornament is the first one found and put into place.  For some unknown reason, however, it was a bit more challenging to locate today.  It didn't seem right to have anything else on the tree without "Baby Jesus" in His rightful place. 

Imagine our joy and excitement when Tim exclaimed that he had found Baby Jesus!  Everything seemed right and as it should be once the ornament had been found and placed on the tree.  We were thrilled and relieved.

I began thinking.  Although the Christmas season has officially begun, it is much too easy for lists, demands, schedules and errands to distract our focus.  Of course, we know the Reason for this season.  Yet I wonder how extensively we apply it. 

For example, what is our focus?  How does that focus influence our words?  We may have the best intentions of celebrating the birth of Jesus, but our actions...our words...our attitudes may reflect otherwise.  As this season begins, I pray that I will keep Him as my central focus.  May He be have first place in my heart, thoughts, words and attitude.  May the difference He makes in my life be reflected so vividly that it makes a difference with others.♥~thl

"May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in Your sight, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer."  Psalm 19: 14

Heard in Heaven...

Tonight I find difficulty expressing what is contained within my heart.  News from friends has included major loss and tragedy.  Various family concerns stir deeply.  Other matters weigh heavily. Then I remember...

No matter what happens within me or around me, God  hears me, holds me, surrounds me and strengthens me.  The Creator of the Universe, the King of Kings, the Great I Am, the Wonderful Counselor...loves me, listens to me and leads me.  He even knows words I don't speak, thoughts I don't share and secrets I don't reveal.  Yet He never lets go of me. 

I am lavished by His love.  I am grateful for His grace.  I am moved by His mercy.  I thankful for His Presence.  I am never alone and always loved.  I am His.  I am amazed.♥~thl

"I lift up my eyes to the hills--where does my help come from?  My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth."  Psalm 121: 1>2

Light in life...

They have already taught me something significant.  During several cold days this week, we used a heat lamp to keep our puppies warm as they adjust to life with our family. Even when temperatures became slightly warmer during the daylight hours, our sweet puppies seem to find such comfort as they relax under that heat lamp.  They don't always need the heat but light seems to bring them great peace.

I began thinking.  Sometimes life is quite chilling for us, isn't it?  Uncertainties, disappointments and circumstances find us yearning for comfort and light.  We bask in the sunshine, warmth and familiarity when possible.  But other times find us seeking shelter from the storms and struggles.

What a blessing it is to know that we have a great Comforter Who brings light into our lives each moment.  What a joy it is to know that the warmth of His love embraces us continually.  What a gift to know that His Word guides us each step of this journey. 

Thank You, God, for holding us and lighting our way with Your love, hope, strength and peace in the darkest nights and brightest days.  You are faithful and worthy of praise!♥~thl

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path."  Psalm 119: 105

Thanksgiving...Thanks living...

Dear God~As we thank You for all that's precious in our lives today, I have one simple thought.  May every day be spent in gratitude.  You give us life. You give us hope.  You give us peace.  You give us love.  May we not only give thanks...but live thanks.  May our lives reflect, praise, honor and serve You...above all.♥~thl

"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good.  His love endures forever.  Give thanks to the God of gods.  His love endures forever.  Give thanks to the Lord of lords:  His love endures forever.  Give thanks to the God of heaven.  His love endures forever."  Psalm 136:  1>3, 26

An attitude of gratitude...

Let's face it.  Gratitude affects life.  It changes perspective.  It even changes us.  Yet it is usually much easier to be ungrateful, especially when we face difficult times.

Something I have learned in my own life is to consciously count blessings each day.  Even on days of struggle, I find that noticing blessings keeps me focused on God more than my circumstances.  If I find myself complaining, I automatically find three reasons to be grateful.  It doesn't erase the struggle, but it certainly reminds me that God's Presence surrounds me continually.

This doesn't mean pain, tragedy, difficulty and heartache are minimized.  Instead, it renews my perspective that while facing life's challenges, God's hope and healing hold me together.

I love Colossians 4: 2 which says:  "Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful."  It reminds me that time with God, His guidance and an attitude of gratitude will change our lives. 

As Thanksgiving Day approaches, I wish a blessed, peaceful and loving Thanksgiving to each of you.  I also challenge you to pray, be watchful and find gratitude each day of life.  For His love, His life and His leading make all the difference.♥~thl       

In You...

Dear God~Thank You for hearing us when we call out to You.  Thank You for holding us when we reach out to You.  Thank You for loving us even when pain keeps us from seeing You.  Thank You for healing us when we don't know what else to do.  Thank You, God, for carrying us no matter what we go through.  O Heavenly Father, our hope, strength, peace and purpose are in You.♥~thl

"We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield.  In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy Name.  May Your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in You."  Psalm 33: 20>22

Bless the broken...

Dear God~Thank You for each blessing...each breath...each promise...each reminder of Your love. Tonight I simply pray for those who are hurting deeply. I know many who are struggling for strength, desperate for direction and wounded beyond words. Please hold them in Your arms and heal their brokenness as only You can do. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen.♥~thl

"Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." Psalm 27: 14

It's all about perspective...

Today was thrilling!  Just like new parents, we were a bit apprehensive, overwhelmed, uncertain yet absolutely overjoyed to bring our new boys, Boomer and Beethoven, (8.5 weeks young puppies), home.  We have waited, anticipated, longed for and imagined this day for what seemed like an eternity.  Then it finally arrived.

Oh, how they have changed our world.  Our faces have been licked, hands have been sniffed, necks clawed and yes...one even threw up on me twice on the way home.  (Note to self:  One puppy gets carsick...just like me!)  Then news of extremely cold weather turned our plans into a new strategy when we brought them inside for the night.  (I vowed this would NOT happen...but oh, they are so cute and we don't want them sick or cold on a rough night like this!)  :)

How do we feel tonight?  Exhausted...excited...blessed...and full of love for these precious puppy boys. What about the makeshift "bed" in our entryway...the clothes and blankets that had to be washed as soon as we got home...the marks on our necks and the nips on our fingers?  Blessed!  It's part of loving them!

You see...it's all about perspective.  Because we love Boomer and Beethoven, we don't mind the work, surprises and change of plans.  Love...wins! 
Isn't that how life is?  Sure there are times of heartache, tragedy, uncertainty and suffering.  There are also blessings, hope, joy and peace because He loves us!  It's about our focus.  I will not minimize the pain in this world.  We cannot deny it or dismiss it.   But I know Who holds me together and will carry me through.  His...love...wins!  And that makes all the difference in my perspective on this journey.♥~thl

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.  Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me--put it into practice.  And the God of peace will be with you."  Philippians 4: 8>9

Less is More...

As I write about my journey with Him, I continually pray for His guidance with each word, thought, theme...and reader.  When precious folks ask how I know what to write at just the right moment, there is only one answer.  God. 

Sometimes I notice something and a "that's it" moment reveals the next concept.  Most of the time, I stare at a blank screen and have no idea what to say.  I pray until He touches my heart with words to share.  It's that simple.  Without Him, it would not happen. 

I often wonder about those who wrote the books of the Bible.  Of course, no laptops, electricity, air-conditioning or Webster Dictionaries surrounded them. They couldn't put water in the microwave for a steamy hot cup of tea as they wrote.  Their lights were dim...their conditions rugged and their lives less than comfortable.  Did they stare at blankness wondering what He would have them say?  Did their prayers express total reliance on Him...as they wrote about Him?  Did they realize that His Presence and purpose in their writing would be shared for many generations?

The longer I live, the more I grasp that...less is more.  Saying less...means more.  Spending less...saves more.  Worrying less...trusts more.  Writing less...says more.  Most importantly, much less of me...means much more of Him.

As I grasp for ways to honor Him most, I find my words are terribly inadequate. However, one of my favorite Scripture passages says it all so simply yet eloquently.

"Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory for ever and ever. Amen."  1 Timothy 1: 17

Dear God~May my life be all about You...and not about me.♥~thl

A Carpenter's daughter...Now and Always...

Today I brought a rough, freshly cut scrap of wood inside.  I wish to display it for rest of my life.  It may not be valuable to others but it is priceless to me.

First, it reminds me of my childhood days.  As Daddy's girl, I followed him almost everywhere he went.  If he drove the truck to the store, I went with him.  If he drove the tractor over to Granddaddy's farm, I rode with him.  If he worked on the car, I was his "helper."  If he went to the shed to milk the cow, I was there, too. 

Yet there was another part of Dad's life that fascinated me. My Dad was a carpenter.  He built the house we lived in during childhood.  With five children at home, he transformed the basement into more living space.  He turned pieces of wood into something beautiful, useful and unexpected.  Naturally I watched him measure, saw and construct several projects.  When I incessantly asked questions, Dad handed me wood scraps to "make something."  (I now realize that was a strategy to prevent more questions.)  Of course, I enthusiastically sanded, hammered and designed many "original" creations.  :)

Tim and I "hung the door" on our new puppy mansion this afternoon.  As we worked, he often asked for help with the construction.  Naturally, I asked questions...only this time about project details and how I should assist. 

Near the end of our work session, Tim said something that touched my heart.  "Terri, I can certainly tell you are a carpenter's daughter!"  I smiled, nodded and thought about that.  I was very moved when my husband recognized me as a daughter who loves her Dad dearly...and learned from years spent around him. 

Yet I hope my life will reflect a heart that also belongs to another Carpenter!

May I spend the rest of my days following Him.  May I learn from His love, His words and His life.  May I offer my life to Him so He will "make something" out of me...something useful, unexpected and honorable to Him. May my original creation be a living sacrifice to The Creator and King, Redeemer and Restorer, Helper and Healer, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

May this simple piece of wood on my nightstand also remind me to reflect Jesus, The Carpenter Who changed my life forever.  What a joy to belong to Him!♥~thl

"But if anyone obeys His Word, God's love is truly made complete in him.  This is how we know we are in Him:  Whoever claims to live in Him must walk as Jesus did."  1 John 2: 5>6

Weary yet wonderful...

Well, I regretfully admit that the cold weather has taken its toll on me already.  Being outside often this week has not been easy but certainly enjoyable.  But tonight, I am feeling it.  The plan is to take some meds, try to sleep and avoid any additional problems with my lungs.  There is so much to look forward to in the coming days.  There is much to accomplish in the near future.  So I will do my best...and rest.

Of course, my thoughts began.  Sometimes this world takes a toll on us.  Facing the daily journey of life is not always easy...but certainly enjoyable.  We often feel wonderful yet become weary and wounded.  We have so many blessings to enjoy.  We have many opportunities to embrace while we are here.  Yet sometimes we realize we must simply do our best...and find rest in our Heavenly Father.  He has it all in His hands...including tired yet grateful souls. 

As I seek the comfort of my bed and lots of covers tonight, I will find my greatest comfort knowing I am resting in His loving, healing and everlasting arms!♥~thl

"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."  Psalm 73: 26

Hot spiced tea...and unity...

It is one of my favorite cool weather drinks.  Since I am not a coffee drinker, (love the smell of coffee...but can't drink it), I thoroughly enjoy a hot cup of tea.  For many years, however, I have been especially fond of what is called "Russian Tea"...or friendship tea...or orange spiced tea.

Since our supply was getting low, I decided to make another round of mix tonight.  Gathering ingredients, I noticed very different types were needed.  Some were sweet.  Some were sour.  Various shades of white, orange, yellow and brown were combined.  Some were smooth in texture.  Some were coarse. Some had little aroma while others were very sweet or spicy.  Yet when combined with hot water, the delicious, refreshing and warm cup of tea brings great pleasure.

I began thinking.  One of the many reasons I enjoy cooking is the "fascination of combination."  Although an ingredient may seem insignificant, its role is very important in the process.  For example, remove baking powder from a bread or cake recipe and it will be quite noticable.  Or remove sugar from a cookie recipe and the taste will not be the same.  Omitting an essential step while preparing a turkey for Thanksgiving dinner will make a difference!  Each ingredient may be very different...but its purpose is vital in completing the desired outcome.

I wish we could remember this more as we journey through life together.  There are very different personalities, abilities, backgrounds and perceptions.  Yet instead of excluding or degrading one another, perhaps we can learn from each other, encourage one another and work together to make a positive difference.  That doesn't mean we surrender truth for apathy.  But it does mean that we find a way to extend kindness, hope, love and compassion with others.  More hearts and lives will be changed by caring than criticizing.  Who knows...maybe we can even share a delicious, hot, spicy cup of tea with them, too!♥~thl

"Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ."  Galations 6: 2

Together...for One...

It finally happened!  After a restful season, my husband and I are participating in a very special opportunity.  During a recent rehearsal, we were able to work with some amazing people as we prepare to worship together in this very special way. 

While the worship minister directed the songs and the program director shared specific instructions, the blessings were truly overwhelming.  I couldn't stop thanking God for these precious people who were welcoming my family and me into such an incredible ministry. I kept wondering if I was dreaming or if this was truly happening.

During the "blocking" segment, (directing the individuals' placement and direction of movement in each scene), I began to think.  Each person on the platform has a purpose...a gift...a function...a specific design and contribution to share.  Each voice matters.  Each person is valuable. Working together, a tremendous delivery of worship, praise and unity will be offered to God...while sharing Him with others. 

Isn't life like that?  God has designed each person with a wonderful, valuable and unique purpose.  He sees the beauty of each one.  He knows the full potential when they work together.  Some may teach.  Some may sing.  Some may listen.  Some may help the sick. Some design buildings. Some repair cars.  Some bring laughter.  Some notice the tears.  Yet each one matters greatly to Him and is loved by Him.

Dear God~May we offer ourselves back to You.  May we seek Your guidance as we serve You.  May we unite and share You with others.  May we realize our purpose and value are in You, O Precious Lord, Our Audience of One.♥~thl

"Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.  We have different gifts, according to the grace given us."  Romans 12: 4>6a.

Stormy faith...

It was a stormy evening in Kentucky!  Tornado watches, heavy rains, raging wind and concerns for the safety of our family and friends filled the hours.  A call came from our kind neighbor offering the safety of his home "just in case" things worsened.  Ironically, not long after the storm ended, the sky revealed a full moon, beautifully illuminating the sky. 

I began to think.  Life has its own storms which fill our minds, hearts and lives with uncertainty, turmoil and concerns.  Yet God faithfully works through others to extend kindness, encouragement and support.  It seems to happen at just the right time...from just the right individual...reaching out in just the right way.  Looking upward, we notice another beautiful sky reminding us of His Presence lighting our way.

May He be reflected in my life so that I may reach out to others.  Stormy or peaceful, daylight or dark...I thank Him for His faithfulness, hope, light and joy.  He truly is there...all the time.♥~thl

"You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your Presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand." Psalm 16: 11

Holding onto His hope...

It's not my favorite subject.  But it is a very real part of life.  It seems to be staring in our faces repeatedly.  We have been through this before.  We will face it again. 

A message was waiting on our phone when we returned home tonight.  My husband's uncle passed away today.  He was a dear person...kind...mannerly...a true gentleman.  It is hard to imagine that he is gone.  We miss him. 

Earlier this week, a friend's brother passed away. Recently a friend's father passed away as well as another friend's sister .  Tonight, I learned of yet another friend whose mother passed away.  There are also other loved ones in our lives with major health issues.  As we watch their struggles, we realize anything can happen at any moment. 

Yet such difficult times remind us of what truly matters.  Perspectives become much clearer when we face the brevity, fragility and significance of life.

As family and friends face these difficult times, I continually find myself clinging to this truth.  I thank God for His faithfulness.  Knowing He is always with us gives me strength, peace and hope.  Knowing He holds us through it all...holds me together.  Knowing this is not the end of the story...brings me joy.  Knowing He loves me...gives me reason to embrace each breath He gives.  Knowing Him...makes all the difference.♥~thl

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.  He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul.  He guides me in paths of righteousness for His Name's sake.  Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.  You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.  You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.  Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever."  Psalm 23

Sacrificing my insignificance...Wealth vs. willingness...

As many times as I have read about the widow's offering, it never spoke to me as it did tonight.  It specifically mentions wealth, offerings, money, treasury and coins.  I understand the very true concept of sacrifice Jesus shared with His disciples.  I have also seen others sacrificial similarly, which moves my heart every time.

Yet tonight this passage moved me differently.  I began thinking.  What kind of sacrifices do I make for Him beyond financial offerings?  Is my life a daily, sacrifical offering to Him in any other ways?

I admit that I often compare what others offer with what I might offer.  I sing...but not like other wonderful voices I have heard.  I play piano/organ/keys...but not like others who are known for their skills.  I write...but I have seen far greater works than mine.  I love to listen to others' hearts, hurts and life stories.  But there are people who are more insightful than I am.  I can direct choirs and programs.  But others do it better than I can.  I cook...but there is no line of cookware or cookbooks bearing my name.  I love growing flowers, plants and even trees from seeds I collect.  But I am not an expert.  So what could I possibly offer to Him that is...*gulp*...worth surrendering to the King of Kings?

It occurred to me tonight that what I have to offer is not the best...although He certainly deserves nothing less.  Maybe it is more about total surrender...giving Him my everything...than tremendous talent.  God has worked through other infamous tools...a donkey, a stick, a bush, etc..  Perhaps He will work through me somehow, too.  Jesus said the woman "put in everything--all she had to live on."  May I learn to give Him everything...all of my life, all in my life and all about my life.  Whatever He does through me is all about Him...and not me.  May He be glorified above all, through all and in all!♥~thl

"Calling His disciples to Him, Jesus said, 'I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others.  They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything--all she had to live on."  Mark 12: 43>44

Withered to wonderful...

It is another reminder.  While outside, I noticed a couple flower containers I have not yet emptied.  What was once in full bloom...is withered.  What was once vibrant is now bare.  As temperatures slightly rise in the next day or two, I will finish the job of pulling the dead remnants.

How wonderful to know, though, that this is not the end.  Spring will eventually arrive.  New soil will be placed in the containers and new plants will take root once again.  I am already planning color themes and new ideas.  Beauty and new life will return!

Winter season is a wonderful time to reflect on what must be removed to allow room for new life.  Growth is strongly affected by removing what no longer thrives.  This applies to plants...and definitely to our journeys.  Sometimes I must simply close one chapter in order for God to continue writing a new one in my life story.

I thank God for the hope of new life, new hope, new beginnings and most of all, His steadfast love and faithfulness.  Sometimes our journeys include removal of what is done.  Other times, our journeys reveal fresh starts never anticipated.  Yet through each season, one truth remains.  God is with us...always...holding us, helping us, healing us and loving us. What a joy to know whatever today brings, He is already there!♥~thl

"The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever."  Isaiah 40: 8

Son Light...

Although I love winter's beauty, I will once again admit that I do not enjoy winter weather.  I grew up in the mountains so it is nothing new.  I certainly understand and respect that there is a purpose for this season.  I even embrace the beauty, traditions, fashion and enjoyment associated with winter.  It's just not my favorite season.

Snow and ice storms are my least favorite parts of winter.  It concerns me greatly when my family and friends travel in dangerous conditions.  Cold temperatures are a constant struggle with my health.  Yet there's one more winter factor that I find a bit challenging.  Daylight is shorter and night time is longer.  That makes a difference in activities, traveling and daily life.

It helps to remember that after the shortest day of the year, December 21, (also called winter solstice), daylight increases until the longest day of the year occurs, usually on June 21, (also called the summer solstice).   Even in the cold, dark days of winter, we notice daylight lengthening.  This brings assurance, encouragement and hope for warmer and brighter days.

I began thinking.  Sometimes life seems dreary, bleak and cold.  The journey seems long and exhausting.  But what a blessing to know that there is hope on the horizon!  Light will come.  Warmth will return.  Better days are ahead.

I often look into the eastern sky and remember that the Brightest Light will someday appear with The Son shining far more brilliantly than we can imagine! He will be recognized with certainty.  He will replace this long journey with eternity.  His glory will shine eternally.  Yes, brighter, longer days are ahead.  May I never lose sight of His glory, hope and love...daily!♥~thl

"And the glory of the Lord will be revealed, and all mankind together will see it.  For the mouth of the Lord has spoken."  Isaiah 40: 5

Less...yet more...

Sometimes I really wrestle with God.  I always hoped that by this point in my life, I would have accomplished so much more:  more education, more degrees, more address changes, more goals met, more memories made, more trips taken, more this and more that.  I thought the more I accomplished, the more I could offer Him.

Then I remember.  I am not living this life for myself.  I am living for Him. If that means His direction is different, I will go there.  If that means His purpose is different, my purpose will change.  If that means His view of me serving Him differs from what I thought I would do, well...that's what He will have from me.

I never thought I was "enough" for Him until I accomplished more to offer Him.  But I am learning that what God really wants more of from me isn't my accomplishments.  It's my heart, my life, my total surrender...all of me.  Maybe it's only in complete surrender that He will accomplish what He designed me to do anyway. 

So, here I am "unaccomplished" but totally depending on Him.  It may be in small or significant ways...spoken or silent ways...my dreams or His direction.  Whatever He calls me to do, or not do, I know it's all about Him.  Above all.  Always.  Completely.♥~thl

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward.  It is the Lord Christ you are serving."  Colossians 3: 23>24

Fully focused...

I still don't know how it happened.  After decades of wearing glasses, it happened for the first time.  I recently scratched my new prescription sunglasses so badly that we had to order replacement lenses. I already require three separate pairs of glasses for different purposes.  So this was not an anticipated additional expense.   If the scratch was not bothersome, I would wear the glasses until time to replace them.  However,  there were several scratches directly in front of my eye.  It looked like a bad smudge that wouldn't go away.

My precious husband insisted that we replace them so I could see properly for the next year or so.  I tried to delay.  But he was right.  Clear vision is extremely important in this life.

I began thinking.  We sometimes miss what we should see in this life.  We often focus on things we shouldn't.  And we also realize that we are not seeing the whole picture while living on earth.  Focus is a definite challenge.

I get distracted too easily anyway.  Recently, Tim and I arrived for Church service a few minutes late and were searching for seats.  Someone kindly asked if we wished to sit near the back but I knew what would happen if we agreed.  If someone in front of me sneezed, I would wonder if they were getting sick.  If someone else lowered their head, I would wonder if something was wrong.  If someone was wearing a beautiful outfit, I would begin noting how they assembled their accessories, shoes, etc..  Instead of focusing on what was ahead of me, I would focus on what was around me.  How grateful I was when we found seats very close to the front that evening.

Just like the scratches on my sunglasses...or sitting too far back in the worship service...losing my focus distracts me from what is most important.  All too often, satan tries to distract, deceive and destroy us on this journey.  Yet even when we don't understand all that life brings, it is essential to focus on The One Who loves us and guides us through these moments.  He created us.  He loves us.  He designed us with purpose. Focusing on Him makes this journey much more worthwhile. 

Dear God~May my focus be on You more than anything around me...now and forever.♥~thl

"Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.  Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."  1 Corinthians 13: 12

Thank you, Veterans!

Dear God~Thank You for each precious life that has served...or is serving our country. Thank You for my Dad, (Korean War Veteran-Purple Heart). Thank You for my Grandfather, (WWI), my Uncle, (WWII), for other relatives, friends, neighbors and all fellow Americans who so unselfishly place/d their lives on the line...so we may enjoy a life of freedom. May each one know they ARE loved, appreciated and honored. We care!♥~thl

Boomer and Beethoven Lorenz...lesson one :)

 

 

We are making progress!  As many folks are aware, the Lorenz family is welcoming two new additions.  When we first learned that our dear friends' dog had new puppies, our hearts melted.  :)  It wasn't long until our son selected Boomer, (top picture).  Following our hearts, we decided it was absolutely essential to add Boomer's brother, Beethoven, (bottom picture), to the family, too!  We are thrilled as we prepare to bring them home.

 

We also realize the necessity of keeping Boomer and Beethoven safe.  Although we live in the beautiful countryside, that also means there are dangers to consider, especially coyotes.  It is not uncommon to hear...and see...them closeby.  In addition to calling the vet, we have also developed a plan to keep our precious puppies safe, healthy and happy when outside.  It has been no small task and will be a daily responsibility.  For as precious as these two protective dogs will be of us, we need to guard them, also.

 

I began to think.  We continually try to protect and provide for loved ones, our health, our pets and even our homes.  Do we invest that much in guarding our hearts?  I have often heard that those with the greater hearts suffer deeper wounds.  I agree.  How do we guard our hearts in a world that becomes more challenging, competitive, critical and cynical. 

 

Living in a harsh world will inevitably bring pain into our lives.  Yet there is also a degree of responsibility we must accept in our own choices.  What we read, what we view on computers and phones, what music we listen to, who we spend time with, how we think about others and ourselves, plus time we spend with God...influence the condition of our hearts.

 

It is no secret that I will go from "mother hen to momma bear" immediately if someone hurts my family.  I will also be very protective of our sweet puppies.  However, I also need to protect my heart.  For it is there that my love for God, my husband, children, family and friends dwells.  May I guard my heart for Him, and those I love, with ultimate passion and protection.  It truly makes all the difference in my life and theirs.♥~thl

 

"Above all else, guard your heart; for it is the wellspring of life."  Proverbs 4: 23

At the end of the day...

After a very busy day, it is wonderful to finally return home. It's that time of year when a perfect evening includes a hot cup of tea...warm, comfortable clothes...soothing classical music...a nice book to read...and shadows dancing from candlelight. 

I often remind myself during life's challenges that at the end of the day, I will return home to enjoy the cozy, familiar and peaceful surroundings.  I will not always be stuck in traffic...or with busy checkouts...or noisy distractions...or annoying attitudes. The time will come for solitude, serenity and security.

My soul also yearns for retreat.  While each day brings abundant blessings, the harshness of this world has a way of eroding the very core of my being.  Instead of my faith encouraging the world, I sometimes find the world discouraging my faith.  As my focus decreases, my weariness increases and I am spent.

What an absolute joy to realize that my thirst for renewal is met when I return to Him.  Reading His Word, basking in His love, accepting His grace and embracing His promises restore my soul once more.  He continually takes me in His arms and reminds me that He holds me...always.  At the end of this journey, I will go to an even greater Home...illuminated by the magnificent Presence of God!  This world is not forever.  I am truly just passing through.♥~thl

"The Lord reigns, He is robed in majesty; the Lord is robed in majesty and is armed with strength.  The world is firmly established; it cannot be moved.  Your throne was established long ago; You are from all eternity."  Psalm 93: 1>2

Music and more...

Several days ago, my husband, daughter and I were running errands and an upcoming concert was mentioned.  We recently missed two local concerts of favorite Christian artists. So I had not planned to attend this concert either.  Life has just been busy, overwhelming, challenging and exhausting lately.  Attending a concert didn't seem like a priority. 

But my precious husband offered to send Rachel and me to the concert.  As soon as we arrived home, we went online and bought tickets!  We were thrilled.

It has been years since I last saw Sandi Patty in concert.  For decades, I have listened to her music, purchased her albums, played piano for soloists singing Sandi's songs in college and churches, directed her music in choirs and sang her songs continually. 

Yet tonight was even more special. Although Rachel literally heard Sandi's music often before birth, and sang her solos publicly, my daughter now sat beside me watching Sandi Patti sing for the very first time. Countless memories went through my mind and heart as I watched Rachel...watch Sandi. 

I began to wonder.  If God's incredible gift of music touches lives that tenderly for years, how much greater can His amazing love change lives...and this world?  There are countless ways to share His love, hope, kindness and compassion.

Tomorrow is a new day with opportunities to sing...serve...and share His love. No, I won't be boarding a chartered bus and traveling all over the world to sing with Sandi.  I will have opportunities with family, friends, neighbors and our community. May I share His Song in my heart with lots of love.♥~thl

"Praise the Lord.  How good it is to sing praises to our God, how pleasant and fitting to praise Him!"  Psalm 147: 1

Plans and purpose...

The day was planned.  We had places to go, people to see, errands to run.   I was ready.  Clothes were selected the night before.  Lists were made.  Details were covered. 

Then everything changed.  A major migraine the next morning forced me to forfeit all my plans.  Light was unbearable.  Noise was not an option.  Food was not desired.  Even the pillow was painful. 

Plans were changed.  I was not happy.  Once again, my goals had been altered.  Frustration was now my friend.

Then I remembered.  In the big picture, this was not the worst thing that could happen.  I still have my wonderful husband.  We have two precious adult children.  Our home is warm and withstanding the rain and wind.  Life remains very blessed.  My husband was able to enjoy more rest.  I eventually completed a few projects at home. 

Isn't life like that?  When a plan, or goal, or desire doesn't happen as we hope, we find ourselves annoyed or disappointed.  Yet when we consider what's really important, life is still a blessing. 

I wonder.  Perhaps God has plans for us that we don't always realize.  Yet we set our goals.  We make our lists.  We cover our details.  We make our selections.  We pursue our direction.  We forget to include Him in our decisions.  Of course, personal responsibility is important.  That's not my point. 

I am so thankful that when our plans don't unfold as we had hoped, God's plans and purpose for us do not cease.  I am grateful for His mercy, grace, love, forgiveness and faithfulness. He still cares and continues to work in my life, even when I have made a mess of it on my own.  Thank You, God, for never abandoning me.  May I listen to You more each moment.♥~thl

"The Lord will fulfill His purpose, for me; Your love, O Lord, endures forever--do not abandon the works of Your hands."  Psalm 138: 8

Absence of answers...

For someone who loves to ask questions, it has taken me a long time to realize...and accept...that life's journey offers few answers.  Perhaps the most frequently asked question I have heard...and asked...is "why."  I suppose that it is our nature to ask "why" so we can determine "how" to deal with whatever life brings. 

Yet as decades pass, I learn to embrace one simple truth far more than answers to my countless questions.  It's much more important to know Who loves me, Who I trust, Who is always with me and Who will carry me through each breath He gives me. 

There are moments...seasons...chapters...situations...and circumstances I shall never understand in this lifetime.  No answers.  No reasons.  No excuses.  No explanations whatsoever.  But thanks be to God, I am able to surrender my lack of understanding to the One Whose love makes life hopeful, peaceful and purposeful.  In an uncertain world, the certainty of an Awesome God calms my questions, heals my heart and soothes my spirit. And He certainly makes this journey worthwhile.♥~thl

"The Lord be with your spirit.  Grace be with you."  2 Timothy 4: 22

Loving kindness...

Dear God~
My heart aches and my soul stirs as I watch this hurting world.
I know it is fallen and yet I wonder...how much would change if we were more kind.

I have seen hearts broken, lives wounded and relationships destroyed due to a lack of kindness.
I have also seen hearts mended, lives renewed and relationships strengthened because someone was kind.

Do I care or do I criticize?
Do I think before I speak or speak before I think?
Do I cause tears or dry them?
Do I listen...really listen..or do I want to be heard even more?
Do I take the time to be kind...or kind of never have time?

Oh, Dear Heavenly Father.  You take the time to care for birds of the air, lilies of the field, the least of us and the most wounded among us.  You care.  You listen.  You heal.  You restore.  You give.  You forgive.  Your amazing love is shown in countless ways.  May I take time to be kind...to You, for You, because of You.♥~thl

"Love is patient, love is kind.  It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud." 1 Corinthians 13: 4

Pleasant Presence...

It shouldn't happen.  Well, it's not like the world will end if it doesn't.  As a southern gal, however, it is extremely important to never leave home without one's favorite fragrance enhancing her presence.  This doesn't mean we knock people down with a strong cloud of perfume before, during or after we walk through a room. That is not how it should be done.  Instead, I am referring to the sweet aroma of a pleasant presence that is lightly, yet effectively, applied. 

As much as I enjoy my favorite perfumes, it is much more important to embrace a Greater Presence in our lives.  This One involves the love, compassion, hope, peace, gratitude and authenticity, of our precious Lord.  Even if my life should "look great, smell great and seem great," it would not reach its full purpose, potential or peace...without Him.  Knowing He loves me...changes everything.

I have made it a daily habit as I daily surround myself with a pleasant fragrance, to remember the most Precious Presence Who holds me each moment.  May all I do, say, think and live...reflect Him above all else.  May I never leave home without Him.♥~thl

"Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God."  Ephesians 5: 1>2 

Crossroads...

Dear God~When at a crossroads on this journey and I don't know what to do, I simply pause...pray...and listen. May I live, choose, seek and cling to whatever honors You.♥~thl

"But as for me, it is good to be near God, I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all Your deeds." Psalm 73: 28

Stormy nights...

Was it the worst storm of my life?  No.  Was it a weak storm?  No, not exactly.  But it was an interesting experience. 

Why do storms always seem to arrive when our family is separated in several different locations?  Tim was at work.  Rachel was in her home.  Micah was in his apartment near the university.  I was home.  Then the storm arrived with high winds, tornado watches, heavy rain and a roof groaning to stay attached to the house.  Sleep was not a priority.  Staying connected to our family through phone calls and texting was a very high priority.  Obviously, many prayers surrounded each loved one I hold so dear.

I began thinking how this resembles life.  In the darkness of night, when loved ones are not closeby, the strongest storms arrive.  It may not be the worst storm.  Yet it isn't without challenge, either.  Sleep is lost.  Heartache is found.  Connecting with the One Who guides us through the storm?  That's a definite priority.

As I communicated with my family last night, I was reminded of God's continued concern for us.  What a difference it makes in my life to realize that I never have to face any storm alone.  Whether loss, grief, abandonment, rejection, pain or uncertainty, His love surrounds and sustains me continually.  Sure, it would be nice if the storms were avoided.  Yet, I find tremendous peace knowing that when storms do rage in my life, God will either calm the storm...or He will calm me.  I am so grateful to know He holds me through it all...forever.♥~thl

"The disciples went and woke Him, saying, 'Master, Master, we're going to drown!'  He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm. 'Where is your faith?' He asked His disciples.  In fear and amazement they asked one another, 'Who is this?  He commands even the winds and the water, and they obey Him.'"  Luke 8: 24>25

The One Who Calms...

In the middle of last night's storm, I simply pray to The One Who calms the storms or calms His child. May I trust Him now...and always.♥~thl Isaiah 26:3

From nothing to everything...

I hope to meet her someday!  I am deeply inspired by the sick woman mentioned in Mark 5.  My heart breaks to read that she had been ill for twelve years, had visited many doctors, had nothing left and yet her health continued to decline.  Twelve years.  No answers. Nothing left.  Health worsening.  Bless her heart. 

She touches my life on many levels.  First, she must have been very determined.  Twelve years is a long time to be ill and to continue doing all that she could to find healing.  She did not give up easily.  She was not a quitter.  She kept trying...and trying...and trying.

Second, she had incredible faith.  She knew, without a doubt, that touching Jesus' garment would heal her.  When she heard, she went..without hesistation.  After twelve years of illness, she found the strength and stamina to go to Him.  She wanted to be healed and knew Who would heal her.

Last, this woman's had an amazing attitude!  Many years of illness...nothing left...immediately went to Jesus...knew He would heal her.  Yet she somehow pushed through the crowd and touched Him!  She was healed immediately!  But there's more.  Jesus realized she touched Him and that His power healed her. He asked who touched Him. She did not run away ungratefully but instead fell at His feet! She spoke to Him honestly, respectfully and reverently. She told Him "the whole truth."  There's one thing she did not do that I find amazing.  She did not complain.  Instead of bitterness, blame and anger from years of suffering, she approached Him with faith, gratitude and surrender.  This woman had nothing left but her faith.  And because of that faith, she gained everything though Him. 

May I learn from her example daily.  May I trust in Him, thank Him and surrender to Him completely.♥~thl

"He said to her, 'Daughter, your faith has healed you.  Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.'"  Mark 5: 34

Saying yes...

It continually challenges me.  Reading about many people in the Bible who went through great trials, I am amazed of their responses when they didn't understand why...or how...or when...or what all was involved.  They simply followed...and glorified God.  Their questions were not usually answered.  Yet their faith remained strong as lives were changed forever.

I often wonder.  If I had lived during those years, would I have remained faithful?  If I had been asked to follow Him, would I have done so wholeheartedly?  It's one thing to read about them.  It's quite different to live as they lived.

One of my favorite examples is Mary, the Mother of Jesus.  What amazing faith she had to accept the role God asked her to fulfill.  She had questions.  She knew she would be questioned.  She realized her life would be challenged and changed completely.  Yet in the middle of uncertainty, she simply said yes to His plan and purpose for her life.  Her humility, her faith, her devotion and her willingness to follow Him at all costs...touches my heart.  No arguing.  No whining.  No comparisons.  No pride.  She simply followed Him, praised Him...gave birth to His Son...and loved Him...completely.

May I learn to listen, lean and love Him with full surrender.♥~thl

"And Mary said:  'My soul glorifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for He has been mindful of the humble state of His servant.  From now on all generations will call me blessed, for the Mighty One has done great things for me--holy is His Name.  His mercy extends to those who fear Him, from gnereation to generation.'" Luke 1: 46>50

Precious reminders...

Dear God~
I saw You today....
in the faithful love of my husband,
in the sweet voices of our children,
in the prayers of gathered friends,
in the kindness of fellow believers,
in the compassion of my Dad's heart,
in opportunities You place before me,
in needs being met,
in laughter with loved ones,
in blessed hope beyond this world.
Thank You for precious reminders of Your amazing love.♥~thl

"O Lord, You are my God; I will exalt You and praise Your Name, for in perfect faithfulness You have done marvelous things, things planned long ago." Isaiah 25: 1

Loving and learning...

Dear God~Thank You for loving me...
even when I don't understand,
even when I disappoint You,
even when I am discouraged,
even when my faith is weak.

May I learn to...
lean on You more consistently,
love You more deeply,
follow You more closely,
and trust You more completely.♥~thl

"Your hands made me and formed me; give me understanding to learn Your commands." Psalm 119: 73

People watching...

I admit it.  I love watching people.  Whether in a mall, meeting, bookstore or gathering of any kind, I find people very interesting.  (Yes, my counselor and teacher roles definitely contribute to this fascination.)  Perhaps that is part of the reason I prefer to be very quiet in crowds.  I would much rather observe personalities, dynamics, responses and reactions of people's interactions.  If I am in a smaller group, I am more comfortable participating in conversation.  But I always learn something when around people.  God certainly designed each individual in amazing and unique ways, which I find both enjoyable and educational. 

Yet I readily admit that I often feel more "lost" in a crowd.  Certainly, my shyness is part of it.  I suppose, however, that a greater reason is that I feel less visible, less interesting and less significant.  It's not that I doubt God's love for me.  It's just that when I notice an abundance of talents, intelligence, abilities and individuality, I am reminded of my simplicity. 

Thankfully, God's perception is vastly different than mine.  He knows each of us personally.  After all, He created us.  He knows each name, thought, heartbeat and life.  He doesn't miss one detail.  He knows us better than we know ourselves.  He notices.  He cares.  He listens.  He loves.  Whether in a vast crowd or in a room all alone, we are seen by God.  Simple or extravagant, reserved or outgoing, young or young at heart, happy or hurting...He sees us.

He is our faithful Father who never leaves or forsakes us. Amazing!  What a precious blessing it is to know that God absolutely loves watching people, too!♥~thl

"Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens, Your faithfulness to the skies.  Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, Your justice like the great deep.  O Lord, You preserve both man and beast.  How priceless is Your unfailing love!  Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of Your wings."  Psalm 36: 5>7  

New directions...

Years ago, I was a runner.  I loved to run.  It was enjoyable, invigorating and inspiring.  It wasn't always easy.  It wasn't always in excellent conditions.  It wasn't always convenient.  Yet I always found it peaceful and purposeful. 

As seasons changed and years passed, I became more involved in walking than running.  I even pursued new workout strategies.  While methods changed, the motivation was the same.  I wanted to reach the goals ahead.  Presently, I am setting additional goals and learning more techniques.  Regular evaluations help me stay aware of where I have been, where I am and where I need to be. 

Life's journey certainly seems similar.  While a season takes us one direction, a new season may produce a different one.  We may even find ourselves completely off course.  Yet no matter where we are, or have been, God can bring peace and purpose into our lives.  He values us, loves us, forgives us and changes our direction in amazing ways.

I am immensely thankful for His grace, mercy and strength.  My life has certainly changed in unexpected ways. There were routes and scenery I never imagined I would run, walk, fall or face.  No doubt, there will be more surprises.  Yet God continues to teach me new ways to move closer to Him.  I may not be able to run as I once did...but with His light before me, His hands restoring me and His love surrounding me, I am determined to cherish each step the remainder of the way.♥~thl

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race.  I have kept the faith.  Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day--and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for His appearing."  2 Timothy 4: 7>8

Simple faith...Awesome God...

Dear God~
I see this moment.  You see forever.
I understand little.  You understand all.
I am simple.  You are awesome.
I run to You.  You call me Yours.
I will trust You, my God, my Father, my King.♥~thl

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."  Hebrews 11: 1

Seasons and reasons...

It isn't my favorite season...but God has a reason.  This thought has gone through my mind countless times.  Tonight is no exception.

Weather forecasters have warned us for over a week.  Cold fronts are moving toward us.  There will be freezing temperatures, cold rain and even a chance of light sleet and snow.  Yet, I am very grateful for the information and warnings.  Otherwise, all my citrus trees and ferns would not survive another night outside. 

I love spring and summer.  I even enjoy the beauty of fall and winter.  Yet cold temperatures challenge me on many levels.  I must remember, however, that there's a reason God designed these seasons.  Even in the barren, cold silence of winter, there is purpose and progress we cannot see.  It becomes evident as spring unfolds that winter's chill did not cease God's unnoticed handiwork and plan.

Isn't life like that?  We often find ourselves in dry, thirsty and uncomfortable seasons which are not pleasant.  Yet we later realize that God's hand was moving the entire time.  We didn't see it happening.  We didn't notice the progress.  Yet the difficult season brought us closer to Him which allowed Him to prepare us more adequately. 

As daylight becomes shorter and darkness grows longer, I am reminded that this is a time to embrace His Presence, enjoy the positive and trust His purpose.  It is a season to grow closer to Him and there is always beauty in such a time as this.♥~thl

"He is like the light of morning at sunrise on a cloudless morning, like the brightness after rain that brings the grass from the earth."  2 Samuel 23: 4

Nods and nearness...

The words became etched into my heart as I listened to the song repeatedly.

"...When my plans have fallen through,
And when my strength is nearly gone,
When there's nothing left to do but just depend on You
And the power of Your name..."

Years later, I find my self singing those words many times.  My plans didn't unfold as I thought they would.  Continuallly, I find myself longing for His strength.  Constantly, I find myself depending on Him for there is nothing left to do.  No obvious answers.  No definite explanations. No reasons given.  Simply waiting and leaning on Him. 

I am deeply grateful for the "Nod from God" moments when I know He reminds me of His love and faithfulness.  I am touched when doors open that only He could move.  Yet even in those difficult, unexpected moments when doors close, plans change, hearts break and tears fall...I know I will trust Him. I will love Him. I will lean on Him.  I will depend on Him. 

Burdens in this life?  Definitely.  More than I imagined.  Blessings in this life? Absolutely.  More than I deserve.  Knowing He loves me, listens to me and leads me closer to Him?  It's the only way I continue walking this journey...in His arms.♥~thl

"The Lord is near to all who call on Him, to all who call on Him in truth."  Psalm 145: 18

("In The Name Of The Lord" sang by Sandi Patty, Published by The Lorenz Corporation, 1990)