It was a very hot and humid day. Rain had been plentiful. Our yard and shrubs were obvious proof. Micah drove home from college to help us mow the yard and trim shrubs. I don't usually work outside in such conditions. Soon Tim would leave for work and Micah would return to Lexington. My help was needed.
Those who know me best know that my body doesn't tolerate heat, humidity or sunshine at all. My "help" didn't last long. Chilling in 80+ degree weather is not a good sign, nor were other painful symptoms. It was time to retreat. That night, I realized a major flaw in my plan. Yes, I stayed hydrated. Yes, I wore appropriate clothes. Yes, I wore SPF 100 sunscreen. Yes, I forgot to put it on my shoulders. Yes, sunburn is in my present vocabulary...which should never happen.
I began thinking. I didn't run outdoors carelessly or without effort to protect myself. I thought I had done what was necessary. But in the rush for time, I left a part of my skin vulnerable...and it was soon damaged.
Doesn't this happen to us on other levels? We try to do what is right. We attempt to focus on what is good, pure, honorable and pleasing to God. Yet we often find ourselves struggling with some unexpected issue, concern, conflict or vulnerability...and find ourselves hurt...even damaged.
I thank God for His love, mercy, grace and forgiveness. I cling to His hope, peace and restoration. I know I fail...repeatedly. But that doesn't define me. For in Him, there is healing, strength, joy and purpose. His Light shines forevermore...and that is SONshine I definitely enjoy!<3~thl
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Psalm 73: 26
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